29th May 2006
i am blogging in between my break from studies, i am not slacking though i really feel like it...but then, CANNOT!! haiz...my first paper is exactly one week from now, on next monday, and i have not revised finished, well for that module, almost done but then the rest of the 3 modules, sad to say, not much has been done. i am going devote 2 days to study for med micro, tmr and wed, then on thursday, i am going to study for BMS 3011, then friday to sunday back to BMS 3021! urgh!! i really dun like BMS 3011!! i dun like studying those topics!! so boring! serious!! haiz...wat to do....
oh ya, i wan to update on yamapi!! haiz...as i said eariler, after the mistakes that he made on his debut MS perf, he is bound to 责备自己的 and feel angry with himself...and see, i was correct as he has mentioned in his J-WEB 26/05/06.
第1019回PM8:59
晚上好
今天从早上开始就是“欺诈师”的拍摄
尽管如此,现在我正在去MUSIC STATION录制现场的车上.
很紧张呢。
但是也很兴奋！
怎么说呢？我犯错误了呢
很沮丧
可恶啊
下次一定一定会很完美演出的
courtesy of N.B.J
see, he submitted his entry after the perf, and it was really short! can sense he is really, (urgh!!) about it. but i take console in his last line, that he is determined to make it perfect on this week's MS. haha..that should be the way!
On his 27th May 2006 entry, i am really touched with what encouragement that he received from his friends and senpais, Kame, tegoshi, massu etc.
Here is his entry, very LONG i say,
第1020回
PM6:25 晚上好
今天雨一会下，一会停，一点都不干脆！(笑)
看了我昨天失败的样子 觉得那好像是彰哦
我体内的彰出现了(笑) 彰！曲子弄错了！
这是山下智久的SOLO出道曲『抱いてセニョリータ』！
请不要再管闲事了！(笑)
Akira 超级SHOCK！！(笑)
然后收到了TOKIO的山口君的电话！「YAMAP表现的很大方呢 不是很帅吗！MA~~虽然有点小事故！ 」
感觉非常的高兴呢！
实在是太感谢了
ARE、没有仁的短信啊！
以为他绝对会来奚落我的，还期待了一下！
可能没看吧！
那样的话也好！(笑)
龟的短信说「这下子真的是两个人成为一体了」
因为龟（在MS上表演）『青春AMIGO』时也失败了呢
AMIGO也是第一次呢！
tego说「辛苦你了！」
真普通呢！(笑)
MASSU说「现场表演最棒了」！
不过今天在『クロサギ』的现场成了明星了
YAMAP真帅！
真帅！没法忽视呢！心跳加速了呢！
收到了很多表扬的话，不过
「不过中途让我笑出来了！」
「是搞笑的吧！」
「YAMAP很出风头呢！」我在心里说，一点都不好！
我可不是搞笑艺人！(笑)
不过我觉得，不管是很帅的样子还是很丢脸的样子、全部都看了之后还是能够喜欢上山下智久的话，那就太好了
所以这次就当作是神赐给我的事故好了！
出现了！！
乐观的态度！
有点烦了哦 这种乐观也要适度一点！(笑)
MA~~HEY!HEY!HEY!和UTABAN以及音乐战士的演出会是完美的
敬请期待
courtesy of N.B,J
i am really touched with Kame's words!! i think it is really sweet and consoling! haha...reading all the encouragement and love, that he is receiving, i feel really happy for him, especially the reassurance that he received from his senpais. Yamapi is well-loved by his peers and senpais..hahahahaha....though, hmmm...that jin better not go and make a dig at him..haha..but then knowing jin's character, haha...he definitely will do just that..haha...oh well, it is a form of encouragement for yamapi too...
okok..i shall go back n study le...oh ya, i heard yamapi's single already! DAMN NICE!!! i love the songs!! all 3 songs! 指輪 was not what i expected, but it is very nice the song arrangement, really goes well with 风格 of 抱いてセニョリータ. haha..i love the third song, 向日葵!! so nice! 我被山p的歌声神迷上了！！ 深深的迷住了。。。
oh ya, i wan to update on yamapi!! haiz...as i said eariler, after the mistakes that he made on his debut MS perf, he is bound to 责备自己的 and feel angry with himself...and see, i was correct as he has mentioned in his J-WEB 26/05/06.
第1019回PM8:59
晚上好
今天从早上开始就是“欺诈师”的拍摄
尽管如此,现在我正在去MUSIC STATION录制现场的车上.
很紧张呢。
但是也很兴奋！
怎么说呢？我犯错误了呢
很沮丧
可恶啊
下次一定一定会很完美演出的
courtesy of N.B.J
see, he submitted his entry after the perf, and it was really short! can sense he is really, (urgh!!) about it. but i take console in his last line, that he is determined to make it perfect on this week's MS. haha..that should be the way!
On his 27th May 2006 entry, i am really touched with what encouragement that he received from his friends and senpais, Kame, tegoshi, massu etc.
Here is his entry, very LONG i say,
第1020回
PM6:25 晚上好
今天雨一会下，一会停，一点都不干脆！(笑)
看了我昨天失败的样子 觉得那好像是彰哦
我体内的彰出现了(笑) 彰！曲子弄错了！
这是山下智久的SOLO出道曲『抱いてセニョリータ』！
请不要再管闲事了！(笑)
Akira 超级SHOCK！！(笑)
然后收到了TOKIO的山口君的电话！「YAMAP表现的很大方呢 不是很帅吗！MA~~虽然有点小事故！ 」
感觉非常的高兴呢！
实在是太感谢了
ARE、没有仁的短信啊！
以为他绝对会来奚落我的，还期待了一下！
可能没看吧！
那样的话也好！(笑)
龟的短信说「这下子真的是两个人成为一体了」
因为龟（在MS上表演）『青春AMIGO』时也失败了呢
AMIGO也是第一次呢！
tego说「辛苦你了！」
真普通呢！(笑)
MASSU说「现场表演最棒了」！
不过今天在『クロサギ』的现场成了明星了
YAMAP真帅！
真帅！没法忽视呢！心跳加速了呢！
收到了很多表扬的话，不过
「不过中途让我笑出来了！」
「是搞笑的吧！」
「YAMAP很出风头呢！」我在心里说，一点都不好！
我可不是搞笑艺人！(笑)
不过我觉得，不管是很帅的样子还是很丢脸的样子、全部都看了之后还是能够喜欢上山下智久的话，那就太好了
所以这次就当作是神赐给我的事故好了！
出现了！！
乐观的态度！
有点烦了哦 这种乐观也要适度一点！(笑)
MA~~HEY!HEY!HEY!和UTABAN以及音乐战士的演出会是完美的
敬请期待
courtesy of N.B,J
i am really touched with Kame's words!! i think it is really sweet and consoling! haha...reading all the encouragement and love, that he is receiving, i feel really happy for him, especially the reassurance that he received from his senpais. Yamapi is well-loved by his peers and senpais..hahahahaha....though, hmmm...that jin better not go and make a dig at him..haha..but then knowing jin's character, haha...he definitely will do just that..haha...oh well, it is a form of encouragement for yamapi too...
okok..i shall go back n study le...oh ya, i heard yamapi's single already! DAMN NICE!!! i love the songs!! all 3 songs! 指輪 was not what i expected, but it is very nice the song arrangement, really goes well with 风格 of 抱いてセニョリータ. haha..i love the third song, 向日葵!! so nice! 我被山p的歌声神迷上了！！ 深深的迷住了。。。
27th May 2006
this is a period of time whereby i should not be online and even blogging, cos it is the exams time!! i am having exams like in 2 weeks time, but the thing is that, i dun feel like i am about to have exams. i just do not have the kind of feelings!! and the thing that i dun like to see during the exam period, everybody get so stress and tense about it, and keep mentioning that must study, must study. Bloody hell, i KNOW LA! no need keep slapping my face with that right! i hate ppl trying to stress me or superimpose what they want to do and how they r going to do it onto me! YOU WANT TO GO AND STUDY THEN GO LA! dun treat that as if u r the only one who is studying, and the rest are not! pls loh, do not deem yourself so highly! kiss the floor la! different people got different ways of studying, and different styles works for different people, dun think that your styles is the gold standard of studying. IT IS NO WHERE NEAR THE TRUTH!....
haiz...the thing is that i want to study, i want to do well, but then, i am losing my interest in studying. actually, i am sick of studying. well, people would say , ' this is so typical of students, cos they just dun wan to study and play all they wan.' but then, that is not the case, i am sick of studying! but then, i know that i cannot do it! i must do well and do my mother, father proud!! Papa and mama have always believed in me, that i am able to do it, but it is just that i do not have the heart or motivation to do my best. Now, i really wan to do well for my mama and papa!! not only that, to my jie jie and gor gor as well. i want to let that see that their baby sister can do it!!
ok! I AM GOING TO GO STUDY NOW!!!
haiz...the thing is that i want to study, i want to do well, but then, i am losing my interest in studying. actually, i am sick of studying. well, people would say , ' this is so typical of students, cos they just dun wan to study and play all they wan.' but then, that is not the case, i am sick of studying! but then, i know that i cannot do it! i must do well and do my mother, father proud!! Papa and mama have always believed in me, that i am able to do it, but it is just that i do not have the heart or motivation to do my best. Now, i really wan to do well for my mama and papa!! not only that, to my jie jie and gor gor as well. i want to let that see that their baby sister can do it!!
ok! I AM GOING TO GO STUDY NOW!!!
26th May 2006
now it is actually like 4 30am in the morning of 27th may 2006, but then, i haven bathe or sleep yet, hahaha...cos i am half-sleeping, half-studying and half waiting at the same time. Today is the day where Yamapi is having his solo debut performance!! i could hardly wait for it!! really wan to wei wo de lao gong jia you!! it is a really big thing!! so during dinner with priya, anige, clar and mel, i almost forgot about it. hahahhaa...ever since then, i wan waiting for people to upload the perf, kept refreshing the page. hahaha...but then, at the mean time, i read some reports of the perf!! i feel like bad and depressed about it!! i feel so heart pain for Yamapi and i have even seen the performance yet!! people wrote that he went out or off tune, and that he dropped the microphone!! *shocked* but they said that Yamapi really came out of his shell and did very well in the talk!!
Yamapi must be really angry with himself!! when i read all this reports, i felt so sad!! then when i saw the link for the perf, i chionged arh!!! i quickly downloaded it. When i saw the performance starting, i was so scared!!! at first i thought his mistakes were at the beginning of the performance but apparently not. Yamapi did sang a bit off, but then, it was actually good, he did not sang out of tune. but then, it could be that he is alone this time, and he is really consious of himself. DUN MIND DUN MIND! at the later part of the perf, yamapi knocked the microphone stand and the microphone down while he was doing the 'daite daite..' action. i have to say i screamed abit when i saw it happened. i covered my eyes, and did not watched until like few seconds later. when i saw that i felt really heartpain!!! feel like sayanging yamapi!! but then, after that, can see that yamapi's face got change. Can see that he is angry and not happy with himself! knowing yamapi, that is definitely the case. I FEEL LIKE CRYING FOR HIM!!! but then, DAIJOUBU!!!! it does not matter, it is just a small clinch in the performance!!! first time, there are things that r bound to happen. You r just unlucky or suay. IT DOES NOT MATTER. Your confidence will grow and be more confidence in yourself. Kame and NEWS have confidence in you and i am pretty sure, Jin, Takki, Toma they all have faith in you!! DUN LOSE UR CONFIDENCE!! YAMAPI U CAN DO IT! let everyone see the true shinning bright yamapi that everyone loves!!!
though not a perfect debut perf, but it does not mean that it was a bad start! BE CONFIDENCE!! do not feel bad or reprimandful of yourself! stop eating yourself up, you really recovered well, fast and professionally!! really proud of you!! i can even see from the jrs' faces that even though, they saw you fell, but to me, it felt as if they know and believed in you that nvm, that is yamapi, he is professional he can handle!! it was just a small mistake!! i am looking forward to your other perfs and talks, be yourself!! dun care too much of that MS perf! just come back with a BANG on next week's MS!!!
Yamapi must be really angry with himself!! when i read all this reports, i felt so sad!! then when i saw the link for the perf, i chionged arh!!! i quickly downloaded it. When i saw the performance starting, i was so scared!!! at first i thought his mistakes were at the beginning of the performance but apparently not. Yamapi did sang a bit off, but then, it was actually good, he did not sang out of tune. but then, it could be that he is alone this time, and he is really consious of himself. DUN MIND DUN MIND! at the later part of the perf, yamapi knocked the microphone stand and the microphone down while he was doing the 'daite daite..' action. i have to say i screamed abit when i saw it happened. i covered my eyes, and did not watched until like few seconds later. when i saw that i felt really heartpain!!! feel like sayanging yamapi!! but then, after that, can see that yamapi's face got change. Can see that he is angry and not happy with himself! knowing yamapi, that is definitely the case. I FEEL LIKE CRYING FOR HIM!!! but then, DAIJOUBU!!!! it does not matter, it is just a small clinch in the performance!!! first time, there are things that r bound to happen. You r just unlucky or suay. IT DOES NOT MATTER. Your confidence will grow and be more confidence in yourself. Kame and NEWS have confidence in you and i am pretty sure, Jin, Takki, Toma they all have faith in you!! DUN LOSE UR CONFIDENCE!! YAMAPI U CAN DO IT! let everyone see the true shinning bright yamapi that everyone loves!!!
though not a perfect debut perf, but it does not mean that it was a bad start! BE CONFIDENCE!! do not feel bad or reprimandful of yourself! stop eating yourself up, you really recovered well, fast and professionally!! really proud of you!! i can even see from the jrs' faces that even though, they saw you fell, but to me, it felt as if they know and believed in you that nvm, that is yamapi, he is professional he can handle!! it was just a small mistake!! i am looking forward to your other perfs and talks, be yourself!! dun care too much of that MS perf! just come back with a BANG on next week's MS!!!
5th - 10th week @ Monash
hahahaha...it has been very long since i blogged! ahahhaha....paiseh...have been very busy sia! got so many reports to finish and presentations to prepare. in addition to that, i had mid-semester exams, study like hell. Urgh! i hate exams, actually after all the exams, i seriously dun feel like studying anymore. i am thoroughly sick of studying, have been studying non-stop for one whole year le, including this year, it will be 2 years!! haiz, maybe i will regret this when i go out to the working world, but then now is now, future is future, later then say.
Within this one month or so, i had a week break, 3 exams, 4 reports and assignments to hand up. WO DE TIAN AH!!!it is amazing that i still haven seen any white hair sticking out sia! it was an absolutely stressful period!!! haiz...and the thing is that i would not have any break before my exams starts!!! this is absolutely unacceptable, i end class on the friday, and exams starts on the monday! what the hell! stupid idiot la! but nvm, i gt 5 days of playtime before i fly back to singapore...yeah!!! so happy!i wan to go home and hug my mummy and jie jie! i want to squeeze my gor gor!! wahahahaha....
2 weeks ago, we experienced a black out!! hahahaah!! so cool!! some stupid buggers a car n truck go n bang together, then collided into the cable pole, which cut off our electricity!! it equals to not having any power to cook, to bathe cos no heater, no studying, NO NOTHING! and it occured in the afternoon, and we were told that the power would not be back on until 10pm!1 zha dao loh! then we actually wanted to go to the library and study, but then, it was opened until 9pm, then we had to go back. then, we slacked at the lounge, played pool in the dark, made friends with 2 guys that came along, played truth or dare which was very fun. Before that, we took crystal's candles and sat outside machiam like campfire...wahahaha...it was so fun! we sang songs beofre those ppl who machiam did not have any campfire before, 'shhhhh' us...bloody hell...then we moved to the lounge...hahaha...
I went for a karaoke night last thursday!! hahaha....in the lounge! hahaha...organised by the flats...so fun! we sang to and with the playstation, it was actually a game sia!! hahahaha... we competed with each other! hahaha...wen yan was my singing partner..wahahahaha...she was so enthu about it sia! so cute!! hahaha...wa...then was the first time i saw the angmohs really DRINKING! all of them had a bottle of beer in their hands, and they finished up the whole stock of liqour that was provided. When the stock finished, they even went back and brought out their own stash!!! wa sia! i was absolutely awed! cannot believe it sia, so different from our lifestyle, it seems like we are actually very dan chun and innocent childrens. not only that, after they finished the stock liqour, their liquor, they went tot he pub to drink somemore!! wa sia!! then we made friends with like 2 malay guys, the rest arh, especially the malay gals SO FREAKING ANTISOCIAL! and they r all from MALAYSIA!! wa kao, still wear tudong sia, still sing and shake their butts. ER XIN LA! want to shake, dun wear ur tudong, it does not go together!
Today was a very hrmmm..how should i say..a very fun day!! after grocery shopping, wenyan, angie and i went to the chinese resturant to eat the char siew fan!!!! hahaha..we had so many things that i came to a point whereby the cute waiter asked us, 'do we come out once every month???' wahahaha...so funny lai...then when we left, we said goodbye to him, and i added on, 'see u one month later' whahahahahahaha...
today is the first day where i went groceries for myself!! as in, my objectives were only for me! no house no other ppl, while how should i put in, it came to a stage whereby i got so pissed off and could not stand it anymore that i decided to just heck it. walao, if u were me, will u be pissed?? i hate those ppl loh, out of the sudden, can be so good with someone and totally ignore the other person! wa lao, go and die la, who u think are man, if i know u were this kind of person, u can burn in hell sia. the moment the 4th one come home, u will and ta xiao bao gao, treating as if it is my fault and that i am the odd one out, and u r OH SO BLOODY INNOCENT! GO N DIE LA! dun think that i have no idea what is happening, i was part it before, therefore, i know all the tricks!!! from now on, i shall keep to myself, cannot stand ppl who keeps acting as if she is the only one in the right! i tell u, BECAREFUL SIA! dun come n ri wo!!! just like the three of u all AT THIS FREAKING MOMENT, go n throw rubbish! i am pretty sure, u all r talking abt me, been there don e that....
Within this one month or so, i had a week break, 3 exams, 4 reports and assignments to hand up. WO DE TIAN AH!!!it is amazing that i still haven seen any white hair sticking out sia! it was an absolutely stressful period!!! haiz...and the thing is that i would not have any break before my exams starts!!! this is absolutely unacceptable, i end class on the friday, and exams starts on the monday! what the hell! stupid idiot la! but nvm, i gt 5 days of playtime before i fly back to singapore...yeah!!! so happy!i wan to go home and hug my mummy and jie jie! i want to squeeze my gor gor!! wahahahaha....
2 weeks ago, we experienced a black out!! hahahaah!! so cool!! some stupid buggers a car n truck go n bang together, then collided into the cable pole, which cut off our electricity!! it equals to not having any power to cook, to bathe cos no heater, no studying, NO NOTHING! and it occured in the afternoon, and we were told that the power would not be back on until 10pm!1 zha dao loh! then we actually wanted to go to the library and study, but then, it was opened until 9pm, then we had to go back. then, we slacked at the lounge, played pool in the dark, made friends with 2 guys that came along, played truth or dare which was very fun. Before that, we took crystal's candles and sat outside machiam like campfire...wahahaha...it was so fun! we sang songs beofre those ppl who machiam did not have any campfire before, 'shhhhh' us...bloody hell...then we moved to the lounge...hahaha...
I went for a karaoke night last thursday!! hahaha....in the lounge! hahaha...organised by the flats...so fun! we sang to and with the playstation, it was actually a game sia!! hahahaha... we competed with each other! hahaha...wen yan was my singing partner..wahahahaha...she was so enthu about it sia! so cute!! hahaha...wa...then was the first time i saw the angmohs really DRINKING! all of them had a bottle of beer in their hands, and they finished up the whole stock of liqour that was provided. When the stock finished, they even went back and brought out their own stash!!! wa sia! i was absolutely awed! cannot believe it sia, so different from our lifestyle, it seems like we are actually very dan chun and innocent childrens. not only that, after they finished the stock liqour, their liquor, they went tot he pub to drink somemore!! wa sia!! then we made friends with like 2 malay guys, the rest arh, especially the malay gals SO FREAKING ANTISOCIAL! and they r all from MALAYSIA!! wa kao, still wear tudong sia, still sing and shake their butts. ER XIN LA! want to shake, dun wear ur tudong, it does not go together!
Today was a very hrmmm..how should i say..a very fun day!! after grocery shopping, wenyan, angie and i went to the chinese resturant to eat the char siew fan!!!! hahaha..we had so many things that i came to a point whereby the cute waiter asked us, 'do we come out once every month???' wahahaha...so funny lai...then when we left, we said goodbye to him, and i added on, 'see u one month later' whahahahahahaha...
today is the first day where i went groceries for myself!! as in, my objectives were only for me! no house no other ppl, while how should i put in, it came to a stage whereby i got so pissed off and could not stand it anymore that i decided to just heck it. walao, if u were me, will u be pissed?? i hate those ppl loh, out of the sudden, can be so good with someone and totally ignore the other person! wa lao, go and die la, who u think are man, if i know u were this kind of person, u can burn in hell sia. the moment the 4th one come home, u will and ta xiao bao gao, treating as if it is my fault and that i am the odd one out, and u r OH SO BLOODY INNOCENT! GO N DIE LA! dun think that i have no idea what is happening, i was part it before, therefore, i know all the tricks!!! from now on, i shall keep to myself, cannot stand ppl who keeps acting as if she is the only one in the right! i tell u, BECAREFUL SIA! dun come n ri wo!!! just like the three of u all AT THIS FREAKING MOMENT, go n throw rubbish! i am pretty sure, u all r talking abt me, been there don e that....
