06.09.23 - 06.09.26
hahaha...so sorry that i did not blog for the past few days, cos i did not have the mood to blog and also i kept forgetting... cos these few days, i started a new practice which is moving my laptop onto my bed and watch my stuff on it...haha..it was a BAD MOVE! now, kathy is doing that everyday!! and everytime i got so comfortable that i forgot to blog! wahahaha..WALI WALI...but then, i like this new routine now!! haha..my jiejie will not need to scold me again for bathing so late at now cos now i can bathe early and just move my laptop onto the bed...so happy...
on saturday night, hahaha...angie and wenyan suddenly wanted to go and grab a bite at MacDonald, so we decided to WALK all the way there cos no more bus le..at that time was about 9pm..haha..it took us about 45mins to get there on foot..it felt like an eternity to get there. we were afraid that after the efforts that we took to get there, the place is closed! haha...but luckily it was not, wenyan assured us that they do not close so early.
when we reached, the place was practically empty!! haha..it felt so weird la! i dun like the feeling where we are the only ones in the place..cos then everyone's attention will be on us...nt nice! haha...but then, after we sat down, more people came in..angie, wenyan and i sat down and talked! haha..we talked about alot of things..our futures, learning japanese together and stuff...very nice! i like! haha! but i realised smth, while we were discussing about learning japanese, angie and wenyan only wanted to conversational japanese and not the true language.:( sad xia...i want to learn those real japanese..with all the writing, reading and stuff..and get certifications. LIKE THAT HOW??
on sunday, i did nothing!! hahaha...i slacked the day away..watched my anime, drama, 少年特供队...hahaha...wang ren fu he sun xiezhi 很好笑！laugh until i stomachache loh! hahaha....i miss those days where 5566 can make me laugh like crazy..haha...
on monday, had a BBQ with clar, wenyan, angie, perl, jul, mel, alex, clarence and tony! haha..WE HAD A FEAST!!! EAT UNTIL THE STOMACH CAN BURST! HAHAHA!! i am totally serious!! but the food was very nice!! haha..we went to glen and get the food just 2-3 hours beforehand, so ALL VERY FRESH! hahaha...oooo~~~ i love sambal fish!! very nice!!! i wan to eat that again! wahaha..i am going to make myself on one of these days!! hehee....
did nothing much on tuesday! wahahaha...wat is new! apparently NOTHING! WAHAHAHA...oh well..nvm la...slack le la...haha...this semester should be the last time that i will ever be studying ever again..so now my attitude is leanign towards slacking! haha..MY PAPA WILL KILL ME IF HE KNOWS ABOUT IT!! GOMEN NE~ OTOSAN!!! but then, my mood now is exactly like how i was feeling when i was in RP's last semester before i came monash... with my previous experience, this is a bad sign! hahahahaha!! but then, u know, this kind of things cannot control one! haha...ur mind will automatically switch mode...and all i can think of is next year, go and learn japanese, go for NEWS RETURN CON, get a job, earn money and GO FOR KT, ARASHI AND TXT concerts!! HAHAHAAH..alot right!! i dun care, i just wan to go!! personally, i like the feel and atmosphere of concerts!! i really like it!! so i dun care, i am going to be eloquent in japanese and make japan my 2nd home! wahahaha... PRAY REAL HARD!
oh ya, i forgot to mention smth! hahaa..apparently, got a 'passerby' dropped by my blog and left a msg! haha...i shall show u this 'msg' that she/he left..chotto ne~~
here is it, ' Stop covering up all... anyway, i am surpise to see you "writing" that someone reads your blog? How about yourself? If you don't give a damn to things that people who say or write, why do you comment? Come on face it.... You are just a loser inside who just knows how to stab people on the back but don't know how to stab on the front. Does it means that you are cock eye or weakling? Anyway, even if you reply to this comment. This shows that you care about what people thinks about you. This prove my point.'
this is exactly what she/he wrote. haha...when i read this, it just proved my point that got ppl read my blog wa!!! HAHAHA...ppl that i dun even know! haha...but then, pls hor, if u have to guts to post a msg, dun be a contradict urself and be a coward by putting 'PASSERBY'! why?? no guts arh! haiz sad! actually hor, i think U are quite dumb lei..haha...especially ur 3rd or 2nd sentence..haha makes no sense xia..quite stupid hor! in fact, i dun really get what u are saying xia, u may say i am the one who is dimwit, dun understand simple things, but if u read urself! WHAT U TALKING ABOUT?!?! but whatever la, if u think whatever i am writing is covering up smth or backstabbing..i think u ARE REALLY DUMB! HAHA...i wonder what is UR DEFINITION OF BACKSTABBING! hahaha...u want to say then say loh, none of my business...ur definition and my definiton totally DIFFERENT! hahaah...if u think everything is backstabbing, THEN HOR, I THINK U LEAD A VERY PATHETIC LIFE LEI!! only childish ppl will come and post this kind of stuff, right?? hahaha...dun know what to say...i want to mention one thing!! haha...actually this comment did not appear at my blog at all lei!! cos it kenna BLOCKED automatically by my server!! hahaa...my server very smart hor!!! HAHAHA...it seems that my server deemed this comment as rubbish..haha..so smart...i accidentally saw this msg de loh! hahaha...if not, i dun even know the existence of this msg! haha...fated la...but then, my blog also very SMART! helped me to identify the person who posted that msg! wahahaha....i cannot stop marvelling at the cleverness of my blog and ur dumbness! hahaha...my blog zhen guai! hahaha...
as a result of this blog, i realised i dun want any tom dick and harry to come and read my blog...so i decided to lock it! ehehe...so this mean one less entertainment for those losers who have no life that reads other ppl's blog!
on saturday night, hahaha...angie and wenyan suddenly wanted to go and grab a bite at MacDonald, so we decided to WALK all the way there cos no more bus le..at that time was about 9pm..haha..it took us about 45mins to get there on foot..it felt like an eternity to get there. we were afraid that after the efforts that we took to get there, the place is closed! haha...but luckily it was not, wenyan assured us that they do not close so early.
when we reached, the place was practically empty!! haha..it felt so weird la! i dun like the feeling where we are the only ones in the place..cos then everyone's attention will be on us...nt nice! haha...but then, after we sat down, more people came in..angie, wenyan and i sat down and talked! haha..we talked about alot of things..our futures, learning japanese together and stuff...very nice! i like! haha! but i realised smth, while we were discussing about learning japanese, angie and wenyan only wanted to conversational japanese and not the true language.:( sad xia...i want to learn those real japanese..with all the writing, reading and stuff..and get certifications. LIKE THAT HOW??
on sunday, i did nothing!! hahaha...i slacked the day away..watched my anime, drama, 少年特供队...hahaha...wang ren fu he sun xiezhi 很好笑！laugh until i stomachache loh! hahaha....i miss those days where 5566 can make me laugh like crazy..haha...
on monday, had a BBQ with clar, wenyan, angie, perl, jul, mel, alex, clarence and tony! haha..WE HAD A FEAST!!! EAT UNTIL THE STOMACH CAN BURST! HAHAHA!! i am totally serious!! but the food was very nice!! haha..we went to glen and get the food just 2-3 hours beforehand, so ALL VERY FRESH! hahaha...oooo~~~ i love sambal fish!! very nice!!! i wan to eat that again! wahaha..i am going to make myself on one of these days!! hehee....
did nothing much on tuesday! wahahaha...wat is new! apparently NOTHING! WAHAHAHA...oh well..nvm la...slack le la...haha...this semester should be the last time that i will ever be studying ever again..so now my attitude is leanign towards slacking! haha..MY PAPA WILL KILL ME IF HE KNOWS ABOUT IT!! GOMEN NE~ OTOSAN!!! but then, my mood now is exactly like how i was feeling when i was in RP's last semester before i came monash... with my previous experience, this is a bad sign! hahahahaha!! but then, u know, this kind of things cannot control one! haha...ur mind will automatically switch mode...and all i can think of is next year, go and learn japanese, go for NEWS RETURN CON, get a job, earn money and GO FOR KT, ARASHI AND TXT concerts!! HAHAHAAH..alot right!! i dun care, i just wan to go!! personally, i like the feel and atmosphere of concerts!! i really like it!! so i dun care, i am going to be eloquent in japanese and make japan my 2nd home! wahahaha... PRAY REAL HARD!
oh ya, i forgot to mention smth! hahaa..apparently, got a 'passerby' dropped by my blog and left a msg! haha...i shall show u this 'msg' that she/he left..chotto ne~~
here is it, ' Stop covering up all... anyway, i am surpise to see you "writing" that someone reads your blog? How about yourself? If you don't give a damn to things that people who say or write, why do you comment? Come on face it.... You are just a loser inside who just knows how to stab people on the back but don't know how to stab on the front. Does it means that you are cock eye or weakling? Anyway, even if you reply to this comment. This shows that you care about what people thinks about you. This prove my point.'
this is exactly what she/he wrote. haha...when i read this, it just proved my point that got ppl read my blog wa!!! HAHAHA...ppl that i dun even know! haha...but then, pls hor, if u have to guts to post a msg, dun be a contradict urself and be a coward by putting 'PASSERBY'! why?? no guts arh! haiz sad! actually hor, i think U are quite dumb lei..haha...especially ur 3rd or 2nd sentence..haha makes no sense xia..quite stupid hor! in fact, i dun really get what u are saying xia, u may say i am the one who is dimwit, dun understand simple things, but if u read urself! WHAT U TALKING ABOUT?!?! but whatever la, if u think whatever i am writing is covering up smth or backstabbing..i think u ARE REALLY DUMB! HAHA...i wonder what is UR DEFINITION OF BACKSTABBING! hahaha...u want to say then say loh, none of my business...ur definition and my definiton totally DIFFERENT! hahaah...if u think everything is backstabbing, THEN HOR, I THINK U LEAD A VERY PATHETIC LIFE LEI!! only childish ppl will come and post this kind of stuff, right?? hahaha...dun know what to say...i want to mention one thing!! haha...actually this comment did not appear at my blog at all lei!! cos it kenna BLOCKED automatically by my server!! hahaa...my server very smart hor!!! HAHAHA...it seems that my server deemed this comment as rubbish..haha..so smart...i accidentally saw this msg de loh! hahaha...if not, i dun even know the existence of this msg! haha...fated la...but then, my blog also very SMART! helped me to identify the person who posted that msg! wahahaha....i cannot stop marvelling at the cleverness of my blog and ur dumbness! hahaha...my blog zhen guai! hahaha...
as a result of this blog, i realised i dun want any tom dick and harry to come and read my blog...so i decided to lock it! ehehe...so this mean one less entertainment for those losers who have no life that reads other ppl's blog!
06.09.23
maaa~~~today is the start of the weekend..hehe..i had a goodnight sleep, it was very sound..it has been a long time since i have slept like that. there was finally a day where i can dun care about anything and just anything i want. this equals slacking the day AWAY! hahahaha...
early this morning at 7am..was woken up by a sms by angie! 7AM LEI! hahahaha...SO 'EARLY', SHE HAVEN SLEEP ARH!! how u all tahan xia...the latest i have gone so far was only 5am..hahaha...(:x)
clar called me in the morning...and made me so gan chiong!! haha..cos she suddenly asked me about the lab report for cell culture..I REALISED THAT I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE DID THE PAPER GO!!! 完蛋！！ i searched high and low loh!! hahaha...still cannot find lei!! haiz...when u wan to locate it, it will never appear! SO PEK CHEK! forget it..i shall find it again tmr...i give up! hahaha...as a result of my searhing, my once neat pile of paper is MESSY AGAIN! sian diao!
looking aorund my room, i think i should tidy up...aiyo..but i very lazy lei! wahahahaha!!! aiya...later la...later i then tidy up...but then again, i know that i will be very de lazy xia! wahahaha..forget it la...when i feel like i will then clean up...i have a pile of balloons on the floor loh! haha...took it from the ball. the colours of the balloons very pretty!!! gold, silver and bronze! i realised that i like these 3 colours combi with pink lei!! haha...i dun mean all 4 colours together but like, gold and pink, silver and pink, bronze and pink! wahahaha...
currently, i am typing the dark...hahaha...yayaya, i know that it is bad for my eyes but i like the atmosphere. i am weird i know...i also nv do it everytime, only occasionally! wahahahah!..i like the way i spent my day today... TENSION VERY HIGH!!! FOOO~~~~~~~~
early this morning at 7am..was woken up by a sms by angie! 7AM LEI! hahahaha...SO 'EARLY', SHE HAVEN SLEEP ARH!! how u all tahan xia...the latest i have gone so far was only 5am..hahaha...(:x)
clar called me in the morning...and made me so gan chiong!! haha..cos she suddenly asked me about the lab report for cell culture..I REALISED THAT I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE DID THE PAPER GO!!! 完蛋！！ i searched high and low loh!! hahaha...still cannot find lei!! haiz...when u wan to locate it, it will never appear! SO PEK CHEK! forget it..i shall find it again tmr...i give up! hahaha...as a result of my searhing, my once neat pile of paper is MESSY AGAIN! sian diao!
looking aorund my room, i think i should tidy up...aiyo..but i very lazy lei! wahahahaha!!! aiya...later la...later i then tidy up...but then again, i know that i will be very de lazy xia! wahahaha..forget it la...when i feel like i will then clean up...i have a pile of balloons on the floor loh! haha...took it from the ball. the colours of the balloons very pretty!!! gold, silver and bronze! i realised that i like these 3 colours combi with pink lei!! haha...i dun mean all 4 colours together but like, gold and pink, silver and pink, bronze and pink! wahahaha...
currently, i am typing the dark...hahaha...yayaya, i know that it is bad for my eyes but i like the atmosphere. i am weird i know...i also nv do it everytime, only occasionally! wahahahah!..i like the way i spent my day today... TENSION VERY HIGH!!! FOOO~~~~~~~~
06.09.22
woke up early today to do my report..haha..did not feel like waking up at all..i wan to sleep! haiz..but then, i must! need to do my report before it is due in the afternoon...dun wan to wake up also must wake up...我的命真苦。。haiz...the moment i woke up, i started to do my report all the way till 245pm..met up with clar and went to submit the report, saw angie on the way...came home..decided to go over for dinner. had prawn mee soup...angie had the base so we decided to cook it...clar nv eat cos she dun like..her prawn mee must be black de..haha..according to her mother's style of cooking...haha..oh well..how can our cooking be compared to a mother's cooking, right clar?? hahaha... then we chilled out in angie's room and played with teddy...hahaha...angie said that he has become skinnier..hahaha..i think it is definitely due the fact that angie threatened to leave him behind..HAHAHA..poor teddy...
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i realised something today...wa..actually got ppl read my blog xia....希奇。。真的没想到。。maaaa~~~not that i can control...
firstly, let me say smth, each different individual is brought up differently, with different set of disciplines and mindsets. People handle things differently from one another, different people got different sets of perceptions and interpretations. that is something that i cannot control.
Secondly, this is my blog, i am entitled to whatever i say cos it is mine, if anyone dun like what i write, so be it. Becos it is mine and i write about anything that i want and i dun have to feel guilty about it. it is a place where i write about my feelings and thoughts, if you dun like it, then dun read... no one is forcing you to read...not happy, dun read..as simple as that...
Third, like what i said earlier, different ppl think differently...mere ppl could be just writing about their own feelings and ppl can interpret it as ppl's bitching..makes me wonder what is the definition of bitching?? i can write whatever i want about my family, cos that what i feel, it is not bitching, well it is not to me, if it is to you, then it is too bad..cos you have no idea what i went through with my family, it is something that i can guarantee that u have never ever experienced before, i can bet my life on that. therefore, whatever you say does not apply over here, cos not same frequency.
Fourthly, everyone is different, different things tick different people off. in your opinion, u might think that you have not done anything to provoke me and that you have not done anything wrong but actually, you have. it is just like i might think that i have not done anything to provoke you and you think that i have. so it works both ways, u dun think u did but in actual fact, u did just that u dun know what is it.
Fifth, if ppl get angry or freaking pissed with me when i dun give them the truth on certain matters, i cannot help it. Cos first of all, it is not my right to tell you guys, cos i am not that person. i might know it, but it does not mean that i can talk about it openly. therefore, even if you guys asked me the question, though i know the answer, i cant tell you cos it is not my position to. in addition, if it is concerning you, and i tell it straight in ur face, how would u feel? (*shrugs)
Sixth, pls do not go about assuming characters in my blog. it is not my fault that you assume that whatever or whoever i was talking about is refering you. if you think that way, then it is not my business. there is no need for me to explain whatever i write. it is just too bad that if you think i am writing about you, i cant help that...getting all angry over things that you think is talking about and realised that in actual fact that it is not, haha..there is nothing i can say.
Lastly, if ppl think that i have an issue about smth, haha..well..sorry to say, i dun actually. i have no issues, there is nothing for me to fight. you live your life, i live mine, as simple as that. if you think that there is, well that is your problem..i have none over here. no one ever said anything about fighting, and if you were thinking of that, let evaluate who is the one acting like a child? No doubt that at times, there are certain things that each of us did that irritate the hell out of one another, but that is just part and parcel of everything, feel the irritation, forget it and move on. People deal with irritation differently, no right no wrong, you might think that my method of dealing with irritation is offending or unforgivable, well there is nothing i can do about... cos it actually meant nothing, just something to vent the irritation on, everyone is entitled to that right, including you and me.
That is all i have to say. People asked me why do i even bother, might as well not, cos it is a waste of time and effort. I agree, but like i said earlier, this is where i write about my thoughts and feelings, a place i can talk about them, even if there is no one who can hear and understand them. it is also a place where i get everything out of my chest, who cares who reads it, as long as i get it out, i am happy.
おやすみ！
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i realised something today...wa..actually got ppl read my blog xia....希奇。。真的没想到。。maaaa~~~not that i can control...
firstly, let me say smth, each different individual is brought up differently, with different set of disciplines and mindsets. People handle things differently from one another, different people got different sets of perceptions and interpretations. that is something that i cannot control.
Secondly, this is my blog, i am entitled to whatever i say cos it is mine, if anyone dun like what i write, so be it. Becos it is mine and i write about anything that i want and i dun have to feel guilty about it. it is a place where i write about my feelings and thoughts, if you dun like it, then dun read... no one is forcing you to read...not happy, dun read..as simple as that...
Third, like what i said earlier, different ppl think differently...mere ppl could be just writing about their own feelings and ppl can interpret it as ppl's bitching..makes me wonder what is the definition of bitching?? i can write whatever i want about my family, cos that what i feel, it is not bitching, well it is not to me, if it is to you, then it is too bad..cos you have no idea what i went through with my family, it is something that i can guarantee that u have never ever experienced before, i can bet my life on that. therefore, whatever you say does not apply over here, cos not same frequency.
Fourthly, everyone is different, different things tick different people off. in your opinion, u might think that you have not done anything to provoke me and that you have not done anything wrong but actually, you have. it is just like i might think that i have not done anything to provoke you and you think that i have. so it works both ways, u dun think u did but in actual fact, u did just that u dun know what is it.
Fifth, if ppl get angry or freaking pissed with me when i dun give them the truth on certain matters, i cannot help it. Cos first of all, it is not my right to tell you guys, cos i am not that person. i might know it, but it does not mean that i can talk about it openly. therefore, even if you guys asked me the question, though i know the answer, i cant tell you cos it is not my position to. in addition, if it is concerning you, and i tell it straight in ur face, how would u feel? (*shrugs)
Sixth, pls do not go about assuming characters in my blog. it is not my fault that you assume that whatever or whoever i was talking about is refering you. if you think that way, then it is not my business. there is no need for me to explain whatever i write. it is just too bad that if you think i am writing about you, i cant help that...getting all angry over things that you think is talking about and realised that in actual fact that it is not, haha..there is nothing i can say.
Lastly, if ppl think that i have an issue about smth, haha..well..sorry to say, i dun actually. i have no issues, there is nothing for me to fight. you live your life, i live mine, as simple as that. if you think that there is, well that is your problem..i have none over here. no one ever said anything about fighting, and if you were thinking of that, let evaluate who is the one acting like a child? No doubt that at times, there are certain things that each of us did that irritate the hell out of one another, but that is just part and parcel of everything, feel the irritation, forget it and move on. People deal with irritation differently, no right no wrong, you might think that my method of dealing with irritation is offending or unforgivable, well there is nothing i can do about... cos it actually meant nothing, just something to vent the irritation on, everyone is entitled to that right, including you and me.
That is all i have to say. People asked me why do i even bother, might as well not, cos it is a waste of time and effort. I agree, but like i said earlier, this is where i write about my thoughts and feelings, a place i can talk about them, even if there is no one who can hear and understand them. it is also a place where i get everything out of my chest, who cares who reads it, as long as i get it out, i am happy.
おやすみ！
06.09.21
Today is thursday....which was also the first day of my placement...hahaha...wonder what is going to happen...
today went for morning lecture as well...kathy has been very guai for this week..hehe...except for tuesday...wahahaha..jiejie, mite mite...see ur ah moi very good...give mei mei star ok! hehe..
went to meet yvonne and joanne for morning tea...hahaha i ordered ice chocolate again...oishii ne~~ hahaha...then we talked about the school and stuff...haha..well i was not listening..cos i was busy eating...WAHAHAH..cos aiya...they sat so far away..and clar and wenyan say closer to them..haha..just let them take care of the talking. hehe...perl, mel, angie and i are in our own world..haha..we just focus on eating and talking among ourself..hehe...
after that, we went to monash medical centre..we actually to walk there but mel was not feeling well..so i accompanied her with her friends on the car while the rest of the gang went on foot...haha..i reached super fast...hehe..arigatou ne~ wa...the first thing i smelt when i stepped out of the car was URINE!! WA!! SUPER SMELLY LA!...then i looked suspiciously at the ambulance behind the car...still got the smell lei!! wa...butahan! walked into the hospital still got the smell...it has been 1 year, 1 and a half month since i have stepped into another hospital...i once told myself that i will not step into another hospital... well, cant helped it cos it is for school..if i dun go, だめ。。
ended early....walked home together with clar..haha...till now i haven thought of what to wear to the ball! and the ball was like in 2hrs time! hahaha..i was still feeling quite relaxed about it..ehehehe...aiya..slack la..hehe..
came home still got time to slack around, not worrying about the clothes..called clar and she was already CHANGED AND READY! EH!!!!! TAIHEN DANA!!! quickly called mel and asked...she is also getting ready..EXCEPT ME! chiam xia....then i started to panicked..quickly gathered my possible stuff and went to clar's place to change and for consultation..
hahaha...we had such a fun time getting ready... ohehehe....clar helped me put light makeup..haha! it has been sich as long time since i put makeup, ever since sec 4.... we got ready and met up with mel and perl..wa..they were so pretty!!! MEL~~~BIJIN!! cos we missed the secruity bus, we had to walk all the way MRS! WAHAHA..LUCKILY I WAS NOT IN HEALS!! and i was the only one!! hahaha...in the end, i had to 扶mel and clar, just in case they fall down..they seemed all 辛苦in those heels, having to walk in them for like 20mins..haha...
wa..when we reached there, hahah..the place was actuall y very NICE! HEHE!! very pretty!! the ppl there also dressed until very nice! all so pretty! hehe..everyone all dressed up..pretty and shuai...love to see guys in formal wear..hahaha...all so shuai..had the appetizer, dinner and desert..it was not bad~~ the pita dough so freaking hard to cut la!! haha...clar and i was doing battle with it loh..hahaha....there was a live band as well..so cool!!
after everything ended, the ball became a club.. hahaha...ppl started to drink and dance..haha..so fun!! we spent like hours dancing..hahaha...i have to say..this was my first...hehehe..i have to say, 'K___, u are a very naughty boy!" wahahahahaa....gave all of us a fright! wahahaha...
took the secruity bus back...changed at clar's place and came home..hahaha...i was so tired that i went to bathe and slept straight away..cannot be bothered to clear or do other stuff, even my report loh, which was due tmr! hahaha...aiya, can do tmr morning la...haha..
tired~~~~super sag~~~
today went for morning lecture as well...kathy has been very guai for this week..hehe...except for tuesday...wahahaha..jiejie, mite mite...see ur ah moi very good...give mei mei star ok! hehe..
went to meet yvonne and joanne for morning tea...hahaha i ordered ice chocolate again...oishii ne~~ hahaha...then we talked about the school and stuff...haha..well i was not listening..cos i was busy eating...WAHAHAH..cos aiya...they sat so far away..and clar and wenyan say closer to them..haha..just let them take care of the talking. hehe...perl, mel, angie and i are in our own world..haha..we just focus on eating and talking among ourself..hehe...
after that, we went to monash medical centre..we actually to walk there but mel was not feeling well..so i accompanied her with her friends on the car while the rest of the gang went on foot...haha..i reached super fast...hehe..arigatou ne~ wa...the first thing i smelt when i stepped out of the car was URINE!! WA!! SUPER SMELLY LA!...then i looked suspiciously at the ambulance behind the car...still got the smell lei!! wa...butahan! walked into the hospital still got the smell...it has been 1 year, 1 and a half month since i have stepped into another hospital...i once told myself that i will not step into another hospital... well, cant helped it cos it is for school..if i dun go, だめ。。
ended early....walked home together with clar..haha...till now i haven thought of what to wear to the ball! and the ball was like in 2hrs time! hahaha..i was still feeling quite relaxed about it..ehehehe...aiya..slack la..hehe..
came home still got time to slack around, not worrying about the clothes..called clar and she was already CHANGED AND READY! EH!!!!! TAIHEN DANA!!! quickly called mel and asked...she is also getting ready..EXCEPT ME! chiam xia....then i started to panicked..quickly gathered my possible stuff and went to clar's place to change and for consultation..
hahaha...we had such a fun time getting ready... ohehehe....clar helped me put light makeup..haha! it has been sich as long time since i put makeup, ever since sec 4.... we got ready and met up with mel and perl..wa..they were so pretty!!! MEL~~~BIJIN!! cos we missed the secruity bus, we had to walk all the way MRS! WAHAHA..LUCKILY I WAS NOT IN HEALS!! and i was the only one!! hahaha...in the end, i had to 扶mel and clar, just in case they fall down..they seemed all 辛苦in those heels, having to walk in them for like 20mins..haha...
wa..when we reached there, hahah..the place was actuall y very NICE! HEHE!! very pretty!! the ppl there also dressed until very nice! all so pretty! hehe..everyone all dressed up..pretty and shuai...love to see guys in formal wear..hahaha...all so shuai..had the appetizer, dinner and desert..it was not bad~~ the pita dough so freaking hard to cut la!! haha...clar and i was doing battle with it loh..hahaha....there was a live band as well..so cool!!
after everything ended, the ball became a club.. hahaha...ppl started to drink and dance..haha..so fun!! we spent like hours dancing..hahaha...i have to say..this was my first...hehehe..i have to say, 'K___, u are a very naughty boy!" wahahahahaa....gave all of us a fright! wahahaha...
took the secruity bus back...changed at clar's place and came home..hahaha...i was so tired that i went to bathe and slept straight away..cannot be bothered to clear or do other stuff, even my report loh, which was due tmr! hahaha...aiya, can do tmr morning la...haha..
tired~~~~super sag~~~
06.09.20
sian...it is wednesday again! it was a long day for me! hahaha...super sian arh...today i am very guai, i went for all my lectures! wahaha...even the one @ 10am...hahaha.. Kathy today very guai..hehe...
had tutorial and lab after that...WA I TELL U!! the lab today i counted dots and points until 我斗鸡眼！！ 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！ 我是认真的！！ 绝对没有骗人！！ 气死我了。。。上学受这样的折磨！娃哈哈哈。。。The funny thing was that while i about to start counting, my right contact len FELL OUT LOH!(|_|) wo de tian arh!! make my life more difficult only! wahahaha..super siao loh...haha...for the final activity where we have to count the whole kidney and the cortex of the kidney, got 10 pairs lei....perl, wenyan, clar and i decided to 分工合作！哈哈哈哈。。展现人与人之间的精神！哈哈哈哈。。。though tiring but fun..wahahaha...i was so tired...after i came home...i felt asleep on the table until 8pm then i woke up...WAHAHAAH...
after that, i chionged NARUTO all the way..i finally caught up with the anime...hahaha...it was rather boring that i kept skipping through the some of the episodes...haiyo...can they faster catch up with the manga and stop those 无聊 de story ok!!! it was until the last few episodes currently, then it looked interesting...haha..hope they faster draw and catch up...i wan to know what happen to Sasuke and Orouchimaru(i wonder if i spell correctly) and i WANT TO SEE MORE OF KAKASHI!! hahaha...i miss him xia..hehe... after that, i went to sleep..hehe...tmr have placement..haiz..so sian...and tmr got morning tea with the school of biomedical science @ COCO LOUNGE!! SO HAPPY!! hahah..cos i will get to drink my ice chocolate...TANOSHIMI!! HEHE
おやすみ、みなさん~~
had tutorial and lab after that...WA I TELL U!! the lab today i counted dots and points until 我斗鸡眼！！ 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！ 我是认真的！！ 绝对没有骗人！！ 气死我了。。。上学受这样的折磨！娃哈哈哈。。。The funny thing was that while i about to start counting, my right contact len FELL OUT LOH!(|_|) wo de tian arh!! make my life more difficult only! wahahaha..super siao loh...haha...for the final activity where we have to count the whole kidney and the cortex of the kidney, got 10 pairs lei....perl, wenyan, clar and i decided to 分工合作！哈哈哈哈。。展现人与人之间的精神！哈哈哈哈。。。though tiring but fun..wahahaha...i was so tired...after i came home...i felt asleep on the table until 8pm then i woke up...WAHAHAAH...
after that, i chionged NARUTO all the way..i finally caught up with the anime...hahaha...it was rather boring that i kept skipping through the some of the episodes...haiyo...can they faster catch up with the manga and stop those 无聊 de story ok!!! it was until the last few episodes currently, then it looked interesting...haha..hope they faster draw and catch up...i wan to know what happen to Sasuke and Orouchimaru(i wonder if i spell correctly) and i WANT TO SEE MORE OF KAKASHI!! hahaha...i miss him xia..hehe... after that, i went to sleep..hehe...tmr have placement..haiz..so sian...and tmr got morning tea with the school of biomedical science @ COCO LOUNGE!! SO HAPPY!! hahah..cos i will get to drink my ice chocolate...TANOSHIMI!! HEHE
おやすみ、みなさん~~
06.09.19
today i finally completed and submitted my essay..haha...but then, i did not go for HUP lab..haha...did not feel like that...angie did not go as well..haha...we 约好to go together at 4 plus to go and submit together...but then(!!!) haha...i had a feeling that when the time come i will be very de sian to get my butt out of the chair at 4plus...haha..cos so late le!! haiz...in the end, decided to go myself at 12pm..to submit...
checked letterbox today, yeah!! got my letter and one yellow card! this means that i have to walk to MRS to collect my small parcel, though i already know what it is..see la..my mummy gei kiang..go and send through registered mail, 害我必须走all the way there just to collect one miserable DVD. haiz, waste money and waste my energy...haha...but then, mummy, i understand why you do..hehe...心灵了。。came back to put my stuffs and i set off for my journey to MRS...hahaha..i took my own sweet time to walk there, listening to my music, walking on the grass field, feeling the wind and sun on my face and gazing up into the fluffy clouds...幸福.
while i was walking back after the collection...i was wondering just how nice if i could just sit down and look up to the clouds..like what yamapi did in kurosagi..furthermore the weather was so fine...hhaha..
heck it, i shall do it...hehe...while walking back..i sat down those wooden logs behind the swimming complex and just chilled there...hahaha...i listen to music, letting yamapi, jin, kame, keita and so many more soothe me with their voices...arh...so happy...after sometime, i got thirsty and decided to get myself a drink at the sport complex...went back to continue to sit there..at intervals, i felt asleep when i closed my eyes...it was so simple and cheerful...love that kind of feeling. i sat till like the sun came down and it turned slightly chilly...and decided to go home..
when i reached home, i realised that i sat there for 4 HRS! hahaha...well, angie and clar said that it was a waste of time..but then to me, i felt like that was exclusively Kathy's time..no one else to intrude..haha..
came home to eat dinner..haha..but then, i think i had too much wind...haha..the wind was SUPER STRONG! haha...that i am going to have a headache...
OH YA! did i mention...hahaha..i got a surprise letter from HIDEMI! hahaha...at first when i saw the letter in the mailbox, i thought 'arh, eleanor's letter has finally arrived..' then when i reached home, i turned the letter over and saw the return add to 'siew mei..cck...' it took me like 5 sec to register that it was not eleanor, then i went 'EH!!!!!!!!' HAHAHA....i opened the letter and saw YAMAPI!!! ARH!!! THANK U HIDEMI!!! 爱死你了！！hahaha...she sent me the pics that she bought me when she was in japan, it was a total surprise!!! felt really touched about what she wrote me to, and she gave me my motivation and asking me to ガンバってover here！！ ありがとう、秀美！
ok...i think i am going to surrender to the headache that i can feel it pounding at my left brain...haiz...
checked letterbox today, yeah!! got my letter and one yellow card! this means that i have to walk to MRS to collect my small parcel, though i already know what it is..see la..my mummy gei kiang..go and send through registered mail, 害我必须走all the way there just to collect one miserable DVD. haiz, waste money and waste my energy...haha...but then, mummy, i understand why you do..hehe...心灵了。。came back to put my stuffs and i set off for my journey to MRS...hahaha..i took my own sweet time to walk there, listening to my music, walking on the grass field, feeling the wind and sun on my face and gazing up into the fluffy clouds...幸福.
while i was walking back after the collection...i was wondering just how nice if i could just sit down and look up to the clouds..like what yamapi did in kurosagi..furthermore the weather was so fine...hhaha..
heck it, i shall do it...hehe...while walking back..i sat down those wooden logs behind the swimming complex and just chilled there...hahaha...i listen to music, letting yamapi, jin, kame, keita and so many more soothe me with their voices...arh...so happy...after sometime, i got thirsty and decided to get myself a drink at the sport complex...went back to continue to sit there..at intervals, i felt asleep when i closed my eyes...it was so simple and cheerful...love that kind of feeling. i sat till like the sun came down and it turned slightly chilly...and decided to go home..
when i reached home, i realised that i sat there for 4 HRS! hahaha...well, angie and clar said that it was a waste of time..but then to me, i felt like that was exclusively Kathy's time..no one else to intrude..haha..
came home to eat dinner..haha..but then, i think i had too much wind...haha..the wind was SUPER STRONG! haha...that i am going to have a headache...
OH YA! did i mention...hahaha..i got a surprise letter from HIDEMI! hahaha...at first when i saw the letter in the mailbox, i thought 'arh, eleanor's letter has finally arrived..' then when i reached home, i turned the letter over and saw the return add to 'siew mei..cck...' it took me like 5 sec to register that it was not eleanor, then i went 'EH!!!!!!!!' HAHAHA....i opened the letter and saw YAMAPI!!! ARH!!! THANK U HIDEMI!!! 爱死你了！！hahaha...she sent me the pics that she bought me when she was in japan, it was a total surprise!!! felt really touched about what she wrote me to, and she gave me my motivation and asking me to ガンバってover here！！ ありがとう、秀美！
ok...i think i am going to surrender to the headache that i can feel it pounding at my left brain...haiz...
06.09.18
monday is just another day for me...nothing much..everything is the same...school...lectures and more lectures..haha...the start of another week...the end is approaching...isnt it abit too fast?? oh well..if it ends early, i get to do the things that i want faster...haha...(*dreaming of yamapi) wahahahahaha...
today, came straight home to finish my essay, still left half of it to finish...spend the whole afternoon and night completing it...honestly speaking i think i am quite sick of bone cancer... hahaha..i am going out of my mind..stephie, u understand right?! hahaha...
got to continue editing my essay and more editing...
おやすみ！
today, came straight home to finish my essay, still left half of it to finish...spend the whole afternoon and night completing it...honestly speaking i think i am quite sick of bone cancer... hahaha..i am going out of my mind..stephie, u understand right?! hahaha...
got to continue editing my essay and more editing...
おやすみ！
06.09.17 - 06.09.18
these 2 days i did nothing BUT ESSAY N ESSAY!!! i am serious!!! haiz.....did my HUP for the past 2 days.....but of cos!!! i got distracted in between WAHAHAHAHAAHA....
on sunday i dled kimi no petto...hahaha..inside got matsujun and the gal in engine....pretty xia she...MATSUJUN STILL GOT THE KID FACE! SO CUTE!! but the hair arh...-_-||| can cut anot?? it looks as if u kenna electrocuted! hahaha... then!!!!!! today was the waseda school festival!!! STEPHIE MSG ME THAT THERE IS A HIKARU LOOK ALIKE!!! WA!!!!! SHE MADE ME DAMN HIGH THE WHOLE DAY LA!!!! ..she also saw the 17 guy, the tetsu and the Matsujun lookalike de lookalike in short the pizza boy in that pic that i have pasted on my wall now! HAHAHAHA....urgh!!!!!! stephie said that this year their class 3B doing on omurice and ALL THE SHUAI GEs is in that class loh!!! URGH!!! this year also gt classes doing on nobuta wo produce...and alice in wonderland...WHY THIS YEAR SO EXCITING!!! STUPID! I DUN CARE, NEXT YEAR I AM GOING!! hahahaha...
waited for stephie to come online on sunday so she can show me the pics she took and of cos, HIKARU LOOKALIKE!! HAHAHAHA.....actually...he looks quite like hikaru..if only, he lost some weight and straigthen his teeths! HAHAAHA...but then ok la...he is in 1C..meaning i will still get to see him next year! hahaha..then i will judge myself...wahahaha...i dun care i want to go back!!! stephie said that she saw tetsu playing basketball...wa lao..i wan to see...they play basketball very shuai de lei! dun care le...next year, I WILL BE BACK! HAHAHA...
monday is nothing! actually woke up for 8am lec...had breakfast...andrew bought krispy kreams and gave them out...he got 3 boxes lei!!! that equals 3 dozens donuts!! 36 donuts...and sapna asked for 1 whole box!! HAHAHAHA...tsk tsk...one donut equals to one bigMac...imagine one box = 12 donuts = 12 BIGMACS!! imagine u eating 12 donuts at one go! FATTENING XIA!!!! came home after school and continued to do report...hahahahaha....my 2 days ended by doing reports....got more reports to do...
on sunday i dled kimi no petto...hahaha..inside got matsujun and the gal in engine....pretty xia she...MATSUJUN STILL GOT THE KID FACE! SO CUTE!! but the hair arh...-_-||| can cut anot?? it looks as if u kenna electrocuted! hahaha... then!!!!!! today was the waseda school festival!!! STEPHIE MSG ME THAT THERE IS A HIKARU LOOK ALIKE!!! WA!!!!! SHE MADE ME DAMN HIGH THE WHOLE DAY LA!!!! ..she also saw the 17 guy, the tetsu and the Matsujun lookalike de lookalike in short the pizza boy in that pic that i have pasted on my wall now! HAHAHAHA....urgh!!!!!! stephie said that this year their class 3B doing on omurice and ALL THE SHUAI GEs is in that class loh!!! URGH!!! this year also gt classes doing on nobuta wo produce...and alice in wonderland...WHY THIS YEAR SO EXCITING!!! STUPID! I DUN CARE, NEXT YEAR I AM GOING!! hahahaha...
waited for stephie to come online on sunday so she can show me the pics she took and of cos, HIKARU LOOKALIKE!! HAHAHAHA.....actually...he looks quite like hikaru..if only, he lost some weight and straigthen his teeths! HAHAAHA...but then ok la...he is in 1C..meaning i will still get to see him next year! hahaha..then i will judge myself...wahahaha...i dun care i want to go back!!! stephie said that she saw tetsu playing basketball...wa lao..i wan to see...they play basketball very shuai de lei! dun care le...next year, I WILL BE BACK! HAHAHA...
monday is nothing! actually woke up for 8am lec...had breakfast...andrew bought krispy kreams and gave them out...he got 3 boxes lei!!! that equals 3 dozens donuts!! 36 donuts...and sapna asked for 1 whole box!! HAHAHAHA...tsk tsk...one donut equals to one bigMac...imagine one box = 12 donuts = 12 BIGMACS!! imagine u eating 12 donuts at one go! FATTENING XIA!!!! came home after school and continued to do report...hahahahaha....my 2 days ended by doing reports....got more reports to do...
06.09.16
WA!! super suay arh!! i just drank barley to cool my body down and the very next day i COME THAT THING!!! BARLEY GOT SO POWERFUL MEH!!! HAHAHAHAAHAH....sian la...that thing come...make my whole body cannot move...it felt like it was made oflead....sickening... in the end, i never go groceries with clar and all...dun feel like it...sian diao!! hate it when it is the first day..no mood at all...in the end, i sat on the chair for like whole hrs before i got myself off the chair and did laundry... this shows how lazy i am...HAHAHA..no hor..this time got reason...MENSES! no wonder for the past few days, my mood arh..HAHAAH..not say very nice arh...at least to my okasan...gomen ne, okasan!! watched kursagi for dinner...AIYO!! yamapi!!! u very de shuai lei!!!!! 爱死你了！！ 好爱你哦！！ seriously in love with yamapi! HAHAHA...cannot help it...i really want to see yamapi!! NEXT YEAR! i dun care!! i dun even mind being cheated by yamapi in kurosagi!! HAHAHA!!
later, heard from jasti that in CRB got kiss scene again! HAHAHAHA..poor jasti, have to see her lao gong, TOMA, kiss another gal! HAHAHAAH...second time somemore! HAHAH...but then this time round is only a quick kiss not like that time in Azumi, LOCK LIPS XIA! HAHAHAAH..then i thought of smth and asked jasti, ' when u see TOMA kiss the girl at the very moment or instant, WHY U NV SCREAM?!?!?!' hahahahahahaa...ur 爱人go and kiss another girl...we watch in drama, i see jin kiss the anego..i SCREAM THE HSE DOWN LE LOH! imagine u see in real life! HAHAHAHA....then jasti said that she xi guan le...HAHAHA....if were me hor, i see yamapi, i will heartbreak
!! but heng arh!!! yamapi nv act in musical or play...(phew)...i if not i totally cannot imagine my reaction if i see him kiss another one in real time! imagine if act in muscial or plays, u know and see ur lao gong getting kissing on a daily basis with the same gal!!! HAHAHAHAHA..杀了我吧！！ i will send hate mail to the girl everyday! HAHAHAHAHA....that will teach u to kiss my lao gong! HAHAHAH...jodan!!
before i went to bathe and sleep, i saw a msg from my godmeme, saying she thought of me and misses me..blah blah blah blah....when i read this msg...i abit irritated or sian diao...i dun know why...dun ask why..i just felt like that...technically i shld feel happy right...that someone misses me, but then arh....i am that type of person who only needs to know it once...dun keep repeatin repeating to me...say once enough le...if not subsequently i get very irritated le....it is just like how it is with my mother also...haiz...but then for the case of my godmeme hor, i somehow has smthing against her even though she is my godmeme from birth...i dun know la...there is just smthing that i dun like about her....even though we are blood related! haiz...i feel bad for feeling like that but i just do...haiz....
then i called home last minute....walao..i am very angry with my BROTHER KNS!!! come home late also dun know how to call MAMA IS IT!! if u say u coming home at this time, PLS COME HOME AT THIS TIME OK!!! IF NOT, CALL AND INFORM MAMA CAN!!! let mama wait for u with the crabs that she cooked today and u nv call to tell her to will be late..KNS!...be considerate ok!!! now mama only have u by her side until the end of the year without me and jie jie ...U CAN SPEND MORE TIME WITH HER RIGHT!! DUN SPEND SO MUCH TIME WITH ELICIA LA! KAO! WHO MORE IMPORTANT, MAMA OR HER!! BLOODY IDIOT! u do such things, the more i will NOT LIKE ELICIA LOH! PIECE OF SHIT! how i know such things..cos my mummy told that it is very good that i am graduating and coming home soon cos then i can go and keep her company...BLOODY IDIOT, DUN WHAT U DOING LA...to make mommy feel like that....if u have been doing what jie jie and i ask u to do...MUMMY WOULD NOT SAY STUFF LIKE THAT!...!@#$%^^&%$#@#$%....
I GOT NOTHING TO SAY LE LA.....MUMMY, NEXT YEAR, I BRING U GO HOLIDAY WITH ME! I GO JAPAN, MUMMY U R COMING WITH ME! hahaha..u can scream yamapi for me as well..cos he is ur future son-in-law anyway! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.......
later, heard from jasti that in CRB got kiss scene again! HAHAHAHA..poor jasti, have to see her lao gong, TOMA, kiss another gal! HAHAHAAH...second time somemore! HAHAH...but then this time round is only a quick kiss not like that time in Azumi, LOCK LIPS XIA! HAHAHAAH..then i thought of smth and asked jasti, ' when u see TOMA kiss the girl at the very moment or instant, WHY U NV SCREAM?!?!?!' hahahahahahaa...ur 爱人go and kiss another girl...we watch in drama, i see jin kiss the anego..i SCREAM THE HSE DOWN LE LOH! imagine u see in real life! HAHAHAHA....then jasti said that she xi guan le...HAHAHA....if were me hor, i see yamapi, i will heartbreak
!! but heng arh!!! yamapi nv act in musical or play...(phew)...i if not i totally cannot imagine my reaction if i see him kiss another one in real time! imagine if act in muscial or plays, u know and see ur lao gong getting kissing on a daily basis with the same gal!!! HAHAHAHAHA..杀了我吧！！ i will send hate mail to the girl everyday! HAHAHAHAHA....that will teach u to kiss my lao gong! HAHAHAH...jodan!!before i went to bathe and sleep, i saw a msg from my godmeme, saying she thought of me and misses me..blah blah blah blah....when i read this msg...i abit irritated or sian diao...i dun know why...dun ask why..i just felt like that...technically i shld feel happy right...that someone misses me, but then arh....i am that type of person who only needs to know it once...dun keep repeatin repeating to me...say once enough le...if not subsequently i get very irritated le....it is just like how it is with my mother also...haiz...but then for the case of my godmeme hor, i somehow has smthing against her even though she is my godmeme from birth...i dun know la...there is just smthing that i dun like about her....even though we are blood related! haiz...i feel bad for feeling like that but i just do...haiz....
then i called home last minute....walao..i am very angry with my BROTHER KNS!!! come home late also dun know how to call MAMA IS IT!! if u say u coming home at this time, PLS COME HOME AT THIS TIME OK!!! IF NOT, CALL AND INFORM MAMA CAN!!! let mama wait for u with the crabs that she cooked today and u nv call to tell her to will be late..KNS!...be considerate ok!!! now mama only have u by her side until the end of the year without me and jie jie ...U CAN SPEND MORE TIME WITH HER RIGHT!! DUN SPEND SO MUCH TIME WITH ELICIA LA! KAO! WHO MORE IMPORTANT, MAMA OR HER!! BLOODY IDIOT! u do such things, the more i will NOT LIKE ELICIA LOH! PIECE OF SHIT! how i know such things..cos my mummy told that it is very good that i am graduating and coming home soon cos then i can go and keep her company...BLOODY IDIOT, DUN WHAT U DOING LA...to make mommy feel like that....if u have been doing what jie jie and i ask u to do...MUMMY WOULD NOT SAY STUFF LIKE THAT!...!@#$%^^&%$#@#$%....
I GOT NOTHING TO SAY LE LA.....MUMMY, NEXT YEAR, I BRING U GO HOLIDAY WITH ME! I GO JAPAN, MUMMY U R COMING WITH ME! hahaha..u can scream yamapi for me as well..cos he is ur future son-in-law anyway! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.......
06.09.15
Today is a BIG DAY!!!
HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY NEWS!!! OMEDETOU!!!
(2003.09.15 - 2006.09.15)
it has been 3 years since that fateful day, u guys debuted. time sure passed very fast, it seems only yesterday that i fell in love with you guys...that u gys were involved in SUMMARY...in these 3 years, so many things have happened, Uchi and Kusano being suspended..activities of NEWS being stopped...those were the hard times...fans like us went through it together with you all.., felt ur pain and loss...but it is not the end yet! there will be a 5th year annviersay celebrated with a BIG BANG! and i will be there with you guys...next year, You guys will be back and I will be there in the HOMECOMING concert, I PROMISE!
(Yamapi) you have been through alot in this year whether is it good and bad. being the leader i am pretty sure that you have suffered some flecks from other ppl but stil persisted on and outhsine everyone..i am really proud of you! you have achieved alot since then, but never once have u forgotton about NEWS..i feel really touched, assured and happy that NEWS has a leader like you
. though you always say that u being a leader is just a name and nothing else, that u are not a true leader..but i think that you are wrong, u are heart and soul of NEWS, everyone looks up to you, you are their pillar of support..ppl feels assured with your presence. there were talks about how NEWS is preventing you from reaching ur teppen, that you are being held back..but i feel that it is not true. from onwards, pls strive to ur teppen and NEWS TEPPEN as well
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(Koyama)u sure have been working hard over this year, having your own dramas, own activities and program stints. u have changed alot as well, why suddenly the nice built body?? hahaha...dun tell me u have been influenced by yamapi..hahaha..but during this period of time, you have never once forgotten about NEWS continuously reminded the public of NEWS..pls continue to do so..NEWS's return is a definite!
(Ryo) ryo-chan, how ar u feelin this year round?? less jobs for you, more time for u to rest...pls make sure of this year to rest properly cos next year will be a HECTIC HECTIC year for you..hahaha..next year will be full blast NEWS n K8 year...haha...pls dun only think of earning money, take care of your health as well..yamapi will need you support next year...
(Uchi) hope that you are taking good care of yuorself over this period of time....everyone is waiting for your return..dun disappoint us again..rest assured that u will return to us. in the mean while, pls take care of yourself and work hard...
(Tegoshi) i feel that u have really changed the most in terms in your character and image...from a wholesome boy to a mature and sexy image..hahah...i still want the boy that goes "Tegoshi desu"..hahahaha
(Shige) HAHAAH! i have nothing say to u! hahaha..not really la..hehe..u have been working hard in your dramas..though u do talk too much..haha..pls infuse ur character in NEWS in the future...
(Massu) pls dun eat so much le!!! hahaha...i dun want a round massu in NEWS! cos spoil image!!!! hahaha...
(Kusano) u stupid boy!!! can u pls fan xing over ur behaviour! TSK TSK!! ur attitude as well while u are at it...
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today is a very (-_-|) day!!! i went and came out of the house 3 TIMES!!!! in a period of like 2 HRS!!!! FROM SCH BACK AND FORTH!! WA!! QI SI WO LE !!! first time, went to school with priya@12pm, wanted to print my report..reached Matherson lib, REALISED THAT I DID NOT BRING MY WALLET! (-_-|||) then i print what shit...no card no money..stupid idiot..nvm..went home and arranged to meet with mel and angie to go sch together @150pm cos they have immune lec...this time round, i happily went to the library and sign in to the com..wanted to print..i reach into the bag, DISCOVERED THAT I DID NOT BRING THE THUMBDRIVE!! NO THUMBDRIVE HOW TO EVEN PRINT!!! NO REPORT NOTHING!! KNS!!! I FEEL SO DUMB LA!!! NOW I HAVE TO GO BACK N TAKE!! WA LAO! #@$%@$%$#%^^#!#$(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&^%$#@ I FEEL SO DUMB LA!!! IDIOT!!
then of cos i went to take AGAIN, then went to print, watch SC on youtube...haha..ASAKA, ni hen cute lei!! Hikaru, ni hen shuai he ke ai!! hehe...i think hor, I CLAIM YAYAYAH n JJEXPRESS LE!! yuto also! FUJIGAWA, SHOTA TOO!!
wanted to yamada de..but stephie claimed him liao...hahaha..
came home and did my report...watched HERO SP for dinner....TAKUYA CAN U CUT UR HAIR!! VERY LONG LEI!! HEN NAN KAN!! how come i got a feeling hor, KAME COPY TAKUYA!! almost the same hairstyle lei! soemmore they tied it up!(*BISH*) WO DE TIAN ARH! hen nan kan! overall, the drama not very exciting..the storyline a bit sian arh...the only tiem i got excited is the last part! HAHAHA!! when he went back to tokyo...SO HAPPY!! when i saw the original cast! HAHAHAAH SO HAPPY!
after that, stephie came and tell me, KEITA HEN SHUAI!! OF COS LA!!! then i realised that she is talking about the mezamashi news...KEITA ZHEN DE HEN SHUAI!! hahaha...the song very nice also!!!! keita wrote all by himself!! for me of cos! HAHAHAAH....somemore he playin the guitar!! SHUAI DAI LE! PPL! HANDS OFF MY KEITA! HE IS MINE!
wahahahaha...went back to youtube and watch SC again...hahaha..i keep repeating yayayah and jjexpress lei!!! JIU WO ARH! hahaha..
did i mention!?!?! i change my blog skin!!! hahahaha...u no longer see yamapi...hehe...he will be back soon...dun worry! hehe...it took me the WHOLE MORNING to insert the links inside loh!! kns took me such a long time to figure out!! bloody hell! ...nvm...it is done now...hehe...happy!
HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY NEWS!!! OMEDETOU!!!
(2003.09.15 - 2006.09.15)
it has been 3 years since that fateful day, u guys debuted. time sure passed very fast, it seems only yesterday that i fell in love with you guys...that u gys were involved in SUMMARY...in these 3 years, so many things have happened, Uchi and Kusano being suspended..activities of NEWS being stopped...those were the hard times...fans like us went through it together with you all.., felt ur pain and loss...but it is not the end yet! there will be a 5th year annviersay celebrated with a BIG BANG! and i will be there with you guys...next year, You guys will be back and I will be there in the HOMECOMING concert, I PROMISE!
(Yamapi) you have been through alot in this year whether is it good and bad. being the leader i am pretty sure that you have suffered some flecks from other ppl but stil persisted on and outhsine everyone..i am really proud of you! you have achieved alot since then, but never once have u forgotton about NEWS..i feel really touched, assured and happy that NEWS has a leader like you
. though you always say that u being a leader is just a name and nothing else, that u are not a true leader..but i think that you are wrong, u are heart and soul of NEWS, everyone looks up to you, you are their pillar of support..ppl feels assured with your presence. there were talks about how NEWS is preventing you from reaching ur teppen, that you are being held back..but i feel that it is not true. from onwards, pls strive to ur teppen and NEWS TEPPEN as well.(Koyama)u sure have been working hard over this year, having your own dramas, own activities and program stints. u have changed alot as well, why suddenly the nice built body?? hahaha...dun tell me u have been influenced by yamapi..hahaha..but during this period of time, you have never once forgotten about NEWS continuously reminded the public of NEWS..pls continue to do so..NEWS's return is a definite!
(Ryo) ryo-chan, how ar u feelin this year round?? less jobs for you, more time for u to rest...pls make sure of this year to rest properly cos next year will be a HECTIC HECTIC year for you..hahaha..next year will be full blast NEWS n K8 year...haha...pls dun only think of earning money, take care of your health as well..yamapi will need you support next year...
(Uchi) hope that you are taking good care of yuorself over this period of time....everyone is waiting for your return..dun disappoint us again..rest assured that u will return to us. in the mean while, pls take care of yourself and work hard...
(Tegoshi) i feel that u have really changed the most in terms in your character and image...from a wholesome boy to a mature and sexy image..hahah...i still want the boy that goes "Tegoshi desu"..hahahaha
(Shige) HAHAAH! i have nothing say to u! hahaha..not really la..hehe..u have been working hard in your dramas..though u do talk too much..haha..pls infuse ur character in NEWS in the future...
(Massu) pls dun eat so much le!!! hahaha...i dun want a round massu in NEWS! cos spoil image!!!! hahaha...
(Kusano) u stupid boy!!! can u pls fan xing over ur behaviour! TSK TSK!! ur attitude as well while u are at it...
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today is a very (-_-|) day!!! i went and came out of the house 3 TIMES!!!! in a period of like 2 HRS!!!! FROM SCH BACK AND FORTH!! WA!! QI SI WO LE !!! first time, went to school with priya@12pm, wanted to print my report..reached Matherson lib, REALISED THAT I DID NOT BRING MY WALLET! (-_-|||) then i print what shit...no card no money..stupid idiot..nvm..went home and arranged to meet with mel and angie to go sch together @150pm cos they have immune lec...this time round, i happily went to the library and sign in to the com..wanted to print..i reach into the bag, DISCOVERED THAT I DID NOT BRING THE THUMBDRIVE!! NO THUMBDRIVE HOW TO EVEN PRINT!!! NO REPORT NOTHING!! KNS!!! I FEEL SO DUMB LA!!! NOW I HAVE TO GO BACK N TAKE!! WA LAO! #@$%@$%$#%^^#!#$(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&^%$#@ I FEEL SO DUMB LA!!! IDIOT!!
then of cos i went to take AGAIN, then went to print, watch SC on youtube...haha..ASAKA, ni hen cute lei!! Hikaru, ni hen shuai he ke ai!! hehe...i think hor, I CLAIM YAYAYAH n JJEXPRESS LE!! yuto also! FUJIGAWA, SHOTA TOO!!
wanted to yamada de..but stephie claimed him liao...hahaha..came home and did my report...watched HERO SP for dinner....TAKUYA CAN U CUT UR HAIR!! VERY LONG LEI!! HEN NAN KAN!! how come i got a feeling hor, KAME COPY TAKUYA!! almost the same hairstyle lei! soemmore they tied it up!(*BISH*) WO DE TIAN ARH! hen nan kan! overall, the drama not very exciting..the storyline a bit sian arh...the only tiem i got excited is the last part! HAHAHA!! when he went back to tokyo...SO HAPPY!! when i saw the original cast! HAHAHAAH SO HAPPY!
after that, stephie came and tell me, KEITA HEN SHUAI!! OF COS LA!!! then i realised that she is talking about the mezamashi news...KEITA ZHEN DE HEN SHUAI!! hahaha...the song very nice also!!!! keita wrote all by himself!! for me of cos! HAHAHAAH....somemore he playin the guitar!! SHUAI DAI LE! PPL! HANDS OFF MY KEITA! HE IS MINE!
wahahahaha...went back to youtube and watch SC again...hahaha..i keep repeating yayayah and jjexpress lei!!! JIU WO ARH! hahaha..
did i mention!?!?! i change my blog skin!!! hahahaha...u no longer see yamapi...hehe...he will be back soon...dun worry! hehe...it took me the WHOLE MORNING to insert the links inside loh!! kns took me such a long time to figure out!! bloody hell! ...nvm...it is done now...hehe...happy!
06.09.14
today is thursday again!! it is going to be the end of the week again!! haiz...today went to school for 10am lec...haha..then slacked at the campus centre with clar, perl, mel and jul..for breakfast and lunch..hahaha...we slacked for like hours hahaha...we just sit there and chatted...after that, i accompanied mel, perl and jul to their immuno lecture...hahaha...thn i did my drawing of the immuno histo chemistry...hahaha...after that did some notes..after the lec..we walked past the campus centre then, we saw the CHINA WOMAN!! hahaha...she got some new stuffs....her necklaces were selling at $10 and u can custom make...hehe..we were looking loh..then suddenly clar called jul..said that priya is presenting now...'we dun wan to come arh???!' then we CHIONG ALL THE WAY THERE!! WE RAN LOH!!! HAHAHAHA....we managed to catch like the last 3 mins of priya's talk..hahah...we told the china woman(Helen-jie jie) that we will be back in an hours time...hahaha...
cos after priya's team, is sapna's team..then we ciao out the lec room the minute sapna presented..HAHAHA...and went back to the china woman shop and continued to make our necklace!! hahaha..so fun! in the end, i end up buying another fake chanel rubber band for $5 dollars...so in the end, i spent about $15 on accessories today after sung a long time!!!
then went to glen to go kay-kay with angie n mel...hahaha..we ate at this AN AN dumpling shop! SUPER NICE!! i ate curry rice...wa..it is really those malay curry..so shiok! hehe...then we shared the dumpling...SO NICE!! i was so full!! hahaha..but i am the ONLY one who ate finish my portion...mel and angie all tabao home their food...haha..make me feel like a pig! hehe..after that we went SHOPPING! hahaha...it felt so great!! i love the feeling of shopping..have not shopped for like 2 months ever since i came back here...we went from just jeans to jean west, to Sportgirl to Cotton...in the end, i bought one tee-shirt from Cotton on...it is black and it has silver graphics on it that says' ROYAL COULTURE' hehe...last piece somemore...BUY ARH! wahahahaha....then went to target to go somemore shopping! hehe..over there mel and i tried on this white dress...about $40 bucks after discount..hehe..i love the way it looks on mel....if only i was as skinny as her...(-_-) ..but then, i am complementing on whether should i get...then i thought...aiya..think later...be happy with today's reward...hehe...
it was getting very close to the time for the last bus, so we decided not to get any groceries cos not enoug time..hehe..then we went to ge bubble tea!!(*-*) heheh..so happy..hehe..and came home..haha..
started doing my never ending lab reports...hhaha...got distracted AGAIN halfway...HAHAHA! did a bit of things here and there..haha...called my mother...but then got irritated again when she never picked up the hp...then got super irritated with her WHEN SHE PICKED UP THE PHONE! haiz...said that her bus is here and ask me to called later...WA LAO! u are asking me to call and i have to go by your timing(?!?!) @#$#$%#$%@@...
in the end, i also cant be bothered to call her anymore...dun feel like it...in the end, she called me herself...when she called, i also felt very sian..totally dun feel like talking at all..haiz...
before i slept, i thought of something, nowadays, i get very irritated very VERY EASILY by my okasan....i have no idea why..but it is just something about her that can piss me off in a millisecond!...and i have no desire to call home or even to make contact with home....TOTALLY DUN FEEL LIKE IT! call home also got nothing to talk about..everytime also about the same kind of things...she everytime also ask the same things... getting sick of it..after like 7 months...i am slowly understanding how my sister feels and thinks...
but then again, i feel rather bad...i know that now with my sister in denmark and me in australia... my mommy got lesser people to talk to and keep her company, my brother is a useless bum la...everytime also dun know go where....not at home...nt gf ma sch or church...ALL THESE MORE IMPORTANT THAN MUMMY MEH! BLOODY IDIOT! kns...then somemore, my jie jie dun call home everyday like me....i am the only one...then i feel very sad that my mommy is all alone...but then again, these few weeks..got so many things to do..that i very so sian to call..in the end my mummy called me...I MUST CHANGE MY ATTITUDE!!! cannot like that! but demo, i need time arh...so see how lor...
jya-ne~~
cos after priya's team, is sapna's team..then we ciao out the lec room the minute sapna presented..HAHAHA...and went back to the china woman shop and continued to make our necklace!! hahaha..so fun! in the end, i end up buying another fake chanel rubber band for $5 dollars...so in the end, i spent about $15 on accessories today after sung a long time!!!
then went to glen to go kay-kay with angie n mel...hahaha..we ate at this AN AN dumpling shop! SUPER NICE!! i ate curry rice...wa..it is really those malay curry..so shiok! hehe...then we shared the dumpling...SO NICE!! i was so full!! hahaha..but i am the ONLY one who ate finish my portion...mel and angie all tabao home their food...haha..make me feel like a pig! hehe..after that we went SHOPPING! hahaha...it felt so great!! i love the feeling of shopping..have not shopped for like 2 months ever since i came back here...we went from just jeans to jean west, to Sportgirl to Cotton...in the end, i bought one tee-shirt from Cotton on...it is black and it has silver graphics on it that says' ROYAL COULTURE' hehe...last piece somemore...BUY ARH! wahahahaha....then went to target to go somemore shopping! hehe..over there mel and i tried on this white dress...about $40 bucks after discount..hehe..i love the way it looks on mel....if only i was as skinny as her...(-_-) ..but then, i am complementing on whether should i get...then i thought...aiya..think later...be happy with today's reward...hehe...
it was getting very close to the time for the last bus, so we decided not to get any groceries cos not enoug time..hehe..then we went to ge bubble tea!!(*-*) heheh..so happy..hehe..and came home..haha..
started doing my never ending lab reports...hhaha...got distracted AGAIN halfway...HAHAHA! did a bit of things here and there..haha...called my mother...but then got irritated again when she never picked up the hp...then got super irritated with her WHEN SHE PICKED UP THE PHONE! haiz...said that her bus is here and ask me to called later...WA LAO! u are asking me to call and i have to go by your timing(?!?!) @#$#$%#$%@@...
in the end, i also cant be bothered to call her anymore...dun feel like it...in the end, she called me herself...when she called, i also felt very sian..totally dun feel like talking at all..haiz...
before i slept, i thought of something, nowadays, i get very irritated very VERY EASILY by my okasan....i have no idea why..but it is just something about her that can piss me off in a millisecond!...and i have no desire to call home or even to make contact with home....TOTALLY DUN FEEL LIKE IT! call home also got nothing to talk about..everytime also about the same kind of things...she everytime also ask the same things... getting sick of it..after like 7 months...i am slowly understanding how my sister feels and thinks...
but then again, i feel rather bad...i know that now with my sister in denmark and me in australia... my mommy got lesser people to talk to and keep her company, my brother is a useless bum la...everytime also dun know go where....not at home...nt gf ma sch or church...ALL THESE MORE IMPORTANT THAN MUMMY MEH! BLOODY IDIOT! kns...then somemore, my jie jie dun call home everyday like me....i am the only one...then i feel very sad that my mommy is all alone...but then again, these few weeks..got so many things to do..that i very so sian to call..in the end my mummy called me...I MUST CHANGE MY ATTITUDE!!! cannot like that! but demo, i need time arh...so see how lor...
jya-ne~~
06.09.13
today is a very busy BUSY DAY! hahaha...but then, nothing was new, just like last week, i did not go for the morning lectures...hahaha...dun ask me why but i just didnt...ehehe...dun feel like...so did not go...after that i had my tutorial presentation...hahaha...oh well...it went ok...had plenty of laughter cos for a minute when i was told that i only had 3 minutes left...i started to talk at a faster pace..then my teachers said...'no need to rush...it is ok...' then, i 'ehh....okies..slow down...' hahaha....it went ok la...nothing much happened...but just glad that IT IS OVER!! one less thing to do and worry...hehe....went for lab after tutorial...
today was super fast!! cell culture...so easy..did it before in mini project...hahaha...we did it very fast..cos we all did before and we did not require the teacher to tell us a second...1st round of instruction was enough...pro xia...HAHAHA....clar and i did everything chop chop...hehe...counted the cells also chop chop...of cos we cheated la! hahaha...we just count the 1st quaderant..hehe...and make up the numbers ourself...WAHAHAHAH...
Went home and prepare dinner...but then, in the end, i did not eat dinner...jsut did not feel like that....currently, i am feeling abit sian to cook..might as well not eat...if not, still must go through the trouble of cooking, preparing, and washing. haiz..forget it, went out and put everything into the fridge again...only had some sugar biscuits n nothing else...hehe....
had a chat with angie late night...hahaha..for about an hour i think...hehe...we talked and talked..hahaha...after that went to bathe and sleep...OH!!! but before that! I WATCHED NANA AND NARUTO...now i understand what Big Pig said about not being relevant to the main storyline..i agree with Big Pig! HEHE..see!! SMALL PIG acutally very bright one....not like some pig! HEHE...and NANA...THAT STUPID IDIOT SHOJI!! WHY U GO AND CHEAT ON NANA!!! WA LAO!!! super disappointed!!! PIECE OF SHIT XIA!!! how can u betray NANA! THAT SLUT SACHIKO AS WELL!!! wa lao!! know shoji gt NANA le..still dun wan to let him go...and u still dare to cry and let Shoji 心动！！KNS LA! SHOJI, U BETTER DO THE RIGHT THING I TELL U!...
OYASUMI!
today was super fast!! cell culture...so easy..did it before in mini project...hahaha...we did it very fast..cos we all did before and we did not require the teacher to tell us a second...1st round of instruction was enough...pro xia...HAHAHA....clar and i did everything chop chop...hehe...counted the cells also chop chop...of cos we cheated la! hahaha...we just count the 1st quaderant..hehe...and make up the numbers ourself...WAHAHAHAH...
Went home and prepare dinner...but then, in the end, i did not eat dinner...jsut did not feel like that....currently, i am feeling abit sian to cook..might as well not eat...if not, still must go through the trouble of cooking, preparing, and washing. haiz..forget it, went out and put everything into the fridge again...only had some sugar biscuits n nothing else...hehe....
had a chat with angie late night...hahaha..for about an hour i think...hehe...we talked and talked..hahaha...after that went to bathe and sleep...OH!!! but before that! I WATCHED NANA AND NARUTO...now i understand what Big Pig said about not being relevant to the main storyline..i agree with Big Pig! HEHE..see!! SMALL PIG acutally very bright one....not like some pig! HEHE...and NANA...THAT STUPID IDIOT SHOJI!! WHY U GO AND CHEAT ON NANA!!! WA LAO!!! super disappointed!!! PIECE OF SHIT XIA!!! how can u betray NANA! THAT SLUT SACHIKO AS WELL!!! wa lao!! know shoji gt NANA le..still dun wan to let him go...and u still dare to cry and let Shoji 心动！！KNS LA! SHOJI, U BETTER DO THE RIGHT THING I TELL U!...
OYASUMI!
06.09.12
today is tuesday...again....nope today got no cleaners to come and clean the hse today...they came last week...next week then they are coming again. once in every 2 weeks...
after lab, i went to have lunch at the campus centre with angie...while having lunch, we dicussed about angie's flight home and how ppl feel and all..haiz....just hope that ppl will understand how angie feels and just want her to be happy....after lunch went to print my transparenices slides for tmr...printing for jess as well cos she cant make it to sch today...one transparency is $1.40...in total i print about 11 transparenices costing me $11 dollars...what a hugh hole in POCKET!! haiz...what to do...after that, went over to angie's place and look through her essay. she is very worried about her essay but i assured her that it is absolutely fine....then we talked abit and i went home...
came home and started to watch NANA again..hahaha...it is a very addicitive anime! i love the both NANA's love stories....after watching like 4 more episodes, i went to find the synopsis for the remaining epis..haha..after reading, I CHANGE MY MIND, i dun want shoji le!!! STUPID MAN! hhaha..but then, i am eager to see how the love triangle in between Shoji, Nana and Sachiko! haha..i hope it turn out the way i envision it to be, hahaha..so exciting..
cos of the heavy Heavy lunch that i had, i am SICK of food..the very thought of food makes me wan to puke...so in the end, i did not have any dinner at all..cos dun feel like it..instead had some sugar biscuits...and that is it....continue researching for my paper but got distracted half way by Naruto..hahaha..aiyo...how can like that?!?!
read things that made me wonder certain things...
自己也不知你有没有把我当作真正的朋友。。
对于‘朋友’这名吃，对你是什么意义？？
我是非常的了解，自己不是你所会交的朋友。。
性格之间是非常的��不一样。。。所交的朋友也是不一样的类型。。
不过，请为别人着想，在这个世界里，不只是你一人在生存。。
还是有其他人。。不是每个人都必须歉疚你。。
个人有个人的性格和习惯。。
个人作的每一件事，是不用跟其他人做个交待。。
你可能认为我们是世界上的人杂。。不过对我们来说，难道你就不是吗？？
你自己可能不知道，但是，又是跟你在一起的时候，是又多莫的辛苦和难受。。。
朋友之间的交谈，是朋友之间的自由。。不需要你来干涉。。内容是朋友之间的秘密。。要是你无意中知道谈话的内容，那就是你得不好。。没人叫你那么得倒霉
朋友之间是无益的。。只不过是交换感想和感情。。是无人可以控制的。。
也会这样使你自己自找的，
都到这个地铺了， 也不会怎样。。只希望请你过你自己的生活。。我过我自己的生活。。。
性格无法融合，是可惜，不过不稀罕。。
我也没话说了。。再见。
after lab, i went to have lunch at the campus centre with angie...while having lunch, we dicussed about angie's flight home and how ppl feel and all..haiz....just hope that ppl will understand how angie feels and just want her to be happy....after lunch went to print my transparenices slides for tmr...printing for jess as well cos she cant make it to sch today...one transparency is $1.40...in total i print about 11 transparenices costing me $11 dollars...what a hugh hole in POCKET!! haiz...what to do...after that, went over to angie's place and look through her essay. she is very worried about her essay but i assured her that it is absolutely fine....then we talked abit and i went home...
came home and started to watch NANA again..hahaha...it is a very addicitive anime! i love the both NANA's love stories....after watching like 4 more episodes, i went to find the synopsis for the remaining epis..haha..after reading, I CHANGE MY MIND, i dun want shoji le!!! STUPID MAN! hhaha..but then, i am eager to see how the love triangle in between Shoji, Nana and Sachiko! haha..i hope it turn out the way i envision it to be, hahaha..so exciting..
cos of the heavy Heavy lunch that i had, i am SICK of food..the very thought of food makes me wan to puke...so in the end, i did not have any dinner at all..cos dun feel like it..instead had some sugar biscuits...and that is it....continue researching for my paper but got distracted half way by Naruto..hahaha..aiyo...how can like that?!?!
read things that made me wonder certain things...
自己也不知你有没有把我当作真正的朋友。。
对于‘朋友’这名吃，对你是什么意义？？
我是非常的了解，自己不是你所会交的朋友。。
性格之间是非常的��不一样。。。所交的朋友也是不一样的类型。。
不过，请为别人着想，在这个世界里，不只是你一人在生存。。
还是有其他人。。不是每个人都必须歉疚你。。
个人有个人的性格和习惯。。
个人作的每一件事，是不用跟其他人做个交待。。
你可能认为我们是世界上的人杂。。不过对我们来说，难道你就不是吗？？
你自己可能不知道，但是，又是跟你在一起的时候，是又多莫的辛苦和难受。。。
朋友之间的交谈，是朋友之间的自由。。不需要你来干涉。。内容是朋友之间的秘密。。要是你无意中知道谈话的内容，那就是你得不好。。没人叫你那么得倒霉
朋友之间是无益的。。只不过是交换感想和感情。。是无人可以控制的。。
也会这样使你自己自找的，
都到这个地铺了， 也不会怎样。。只希望请你过你自己的生活。。我过我自己的生活。。。
性格无法融合，是可惜，不过不稀罕。。
我也没话说了。。再见。
06.09.11
the start of a new week....
it is a monday again...but then, it is not just any other ordinary monday..today is a special monday, TODAY IS MY PAPA'S BIRTHDAY! hehe...Otanjoubi omedatou, Otosan!!! though i cannot be with u now....Ur youngest daughter always have u in her heart OK!!! ALWAYS!!
Kathy did not go for the 8am lec...HAHAH...cannot blame me..i think i hallucinated! HAHAHAAH....apparently i went back to sleep after smacking the clock! HHAHAHAHA....when i woke up..it was too late! it was 7.50am...haha...where got enough time for me to get ready...muri deshou haha...but back in singapore...i can..hahaha.but here very lazy la....gomen ne papa! but i went to school with mel..haha..she did not go as well..though we promised we would go the last night! HAHAHA..oh well.....had breakfast with mel and clar.....went for all the lectures...which totally BORED ME OUT OF MY MIND!!! I AM SERIOUS!!...cannot take it!! after that went for the 12pm lec....USO!!!! wenyan told us that in the newletter got OUR FACES!!! WAT DE HELL!!! they put the pic that they took in RP!!! AH!!! SO EMBARRASSING!!! i am so ashamed of myself back then...HAHAHA...and the description that thye gave...我的天啊！！luckily!!! it seems that none of the student took the newletter!! YOKATTA
!! hahahaha..SAVED! hhehe...after that, met with jessica and gee for the BMS 3032 project...hahaha..i showed jess the newsletter! hahaha...went through the project essay...haiz...
had a late dinner....MSN got problem..irritating xia!! went on a trip to DC++...hahaha...dled NANA....SO NICE!!! HAHAHAHA..I AM HOOKED! ADDICTED!! i really like the NANA storyline..now i feel like watching the movie!! haiz...i shld have just dled it last year...oh well...nvm... i also dled CSI..for fun...hehe...foud my missing epis for Charmed...finally i can complete the series....while i am doing ALL OF THESE, I SHLD BE DOING MY HUP ESSAY LOR!! but it was so sian that i gave up!! hahaha..no mood la!! hhehehe....i heard from stephie, yesterday SC got closeup of MY ASAKA!!! AH!!!!!!! URESHII!!! cos they singing Shounen no MAMA...hahaha...asaka got solo inside!! hehe..of cos got closeup!!! urgh!! cannot wait!!! HAHAHAHA.....then stephie say no need to find him le...hahahaha...cos she is looking out for me..hehe...
read the reports for SC!! apparently, yamapi is involved in the talk session...hahaha....read that it was very cute, yamapi and hikaru...hehe...I WAN TO WATCH LA!! have to sleep le...tmr still got lab...hehe...but not after one more episode of NANA!! hahaha...I WAN A BOYFRIEND LIKE SHOJI OR REN!!!..but ultimately, i wan YAMAPI!! followed by Jin, Keita OR KAME....WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH....
OYASUMI!!
it is a monday again...but then, it is not just any other ordinary monday..today is a special monday, TODAY IS MY PAPA'S BIRTHDAY! hehe...Otanjoubi omedatou, Otosan!!! though i cannot be with u now....Ur youngest daughter always have u in her heart OK!!! ALWAYS!!
Kathy did not go for the 8am lec...HAHAH...cannot blame me..i think i hallucinated! HAHAHAAH....apparently i went back to sleep after smacking the clock! HHAHAHAHA....when i woke up..it was too late! it was 7.50am...haha...where got enough time for me to get ready...muri deshou haha...but back in singapore...i can..hahaha.but here very lazy la....gomen ne papa! but i went to school with mel..haha..she did not go as well..though we promised we would go the last night! HAHAHA..oh well.....had breakfast with mel and clar.....went for all the lectures...which totally BORED ME OUT OF MY MIND!!! I AM SERIOUS!!...cannot take it!! after that went for the 12pm lec....USO!!!! wenyan told us that in the newletter got OUR FACES!!! WAT DE HELL!!! they put the pic that they took in RP!!! AH!!! SO EMBARRASSING!!! i am so ashamed of myself back then...HAHAHA...and the description that thye gave...我的天啊！！luckily!!! it seems that none of the student took the newletter!! YOKATTA
!! hahahaha..SAVED! hhehe...after that, met with jessica and gee for the BMS 3032 project...hahaha..i showed jess the newsletter! hahaha...went through the project essay...haiz...had a late dinner....MSN got problem..irritating xia!! went on a trip to DC++...hahaha...dled NANA....SO NICE!!! HAHAHAHA..I AM HOOKED! ADDICTED!! i really like the NANA storyline..now i feel like watching the movie!! haiz...i shld have just dled it last year...oh well...nvm... i also dled CSI..for fun...hehe...foud my missing epis for Charmed...finally i can complete the series....while i am doing ALL OF THESE, I SHLD BE DOING MY HUP ESSAY LOR!! but it was so sian that i gave up!! hahaha..no mood la!! hhehehe....i heard from stephie, yesterday SC got closeup of MY ASAKA!!! AH!!!!!!! URESHII!!! cos they singing Shounen no MAMA...hahaha...asaka got solo inside!! hehe..of cos got closeup!!! urgh!! cannot wait!!! HAHAHAHA.....then stephie say no need to find him le...hahahaha...cos she is looking out for me..hehe...
read the reports for SC!! apparently, yamapi is involved in the talk session...hahaha....read that it was very cute, yamapi and hikaru...hehe...I WAN TO WATCH LA!! have to sleep le...tmr still got lab...hehe...but not after one more episode of NANA!! hahaha...I WAN A BOYFRIEND LIKE SHOJI OR REN!!!..but ultimately, i wan YAMAPI!! followed by Jin, Keita OR KAME....WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH....
OYASUMI!!
Today, i realised smth!!! I TOTALLY FORGOT ABT YAMAPI GOING ON MUSIC STATION ON FRIDAY!! DIE!!!! i cannot believe it!!! haha...i actually forgot about it..i was reading yamapi's diary then i remembered!! cos he reminded me!! hahaha...THANK U YAMAPI!!
yamapi's entry for thursday..very funny lei!! ..he reminded himself to stay away from yaotome hikaru cos scared of him touching his forehead! HAHAHAHA..SO CUTE LA!! i have to say, ' hikaru!!! how can like that...so naughty!! yamapi's forehead nt for u to anyhow touch ok! only i can touch!!! HAHAHAHAH' but apparently, during these period of time of the volleyball grand prix, yamapi became closer to the current jrs..haha..which is good...cos yamapi belongs to the takki and arashi era...even despite his age....his click is those gang like takki, arashi, toma, hasejun etc..whereas Kattun belongs to the later batch....where they are closer to kis-my-ft2 or A.B.C or Yayayah...oh well...
I FEEL SO CHEATED WHILE DOWNLOADING YAMAPI'S PERF!!! BLODDY HELL! WASTE MY MONEY!! this month, i overshot by 20+ on my internet fees le!! HEARTPAIN!! after today's downloading, NO MORE!! HAVE TO CONTROL!!! wait until next next month!!! now in order to redeem mu guilt, i will have to save even more money to return my money...haha...haiz...i am not going to dl for the next 2 months...make that 3...make that the rest of the time that i am here!! this is the most irritating I HATE OVER HERE! RESTRICTION ON MY INTERNET!! HOW CAN U RESTRICT A JE FAN HER INTERNET!!! urgh...nvm...tahan..until dec!!
NOW NOW NOW!!!! THE PERF VERY CUTE!!! YAMAPI VERY CUTE!!! HAHAHAHAH......i will show u why he very de cute!!
see...this time round, his hair is neater...more 帅！！demo...can cut even shorter??? get rid of the hair at the bottom..even MORE 帅！..
then u see!! HIKARU go and stand so close to yamapi loh!! haha..你们的感情很好噢！！ 小心等一下有人不高兴！！ 哈哈哈。。。
pls ignore KITYAMA!! hahaha..cannot stand...but pls focus at the back where yamapi is!! VERY CUTE RIGHT!! HAHAHA..aiyo~~~~~
山p你好帅！！！ 哇！！！！！！！！
u see!!! hikaru stand so close to yamapi again!!! so close until yamapi's arm block his face!! hahahaha...si funny!!!
then see what happen next!!
yamapi go and disturb hikaru!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! of cos when he realised he blocked hikaru's face...he wanted to move...but confirm cannot pass up on a chance on getting back on hikaru! HAHAHAH...hikaru's expression so cute!! hahaha..that tousu guy go n blow at hikaru's face....monkey xia!! HAHAHAH....
this is what i have to going about for the entire afternoon...hahaha..cannot blame me!! 他们实在是太可爱了！！！哈哈哈。。。
yamapi's entry for thursday..very funny lei!! ..he reminded himself to stay away from yaotome hikaru cos scared of him touching his forehead! HAHAHAHA..SO CUTE LA!! i have to say, ' hikaru!!! how can like that...so naughty!! yamapi's forehead nt for u to anyhow touch ok! only i can touch!!! HAHAHAHAH' but apparently, during these period of time of the volleyball grand prix, yamapi became closer to the current jrs..haha..which is good...cos yamapi belongs to the takki and arashi era...even despite his age....his click is those gang like takki, arashi, toma, hasejun etc..whereas Kattun belongs to the later batch....where they are closer to kis-my-ft2 or A.B.C or Yayayah...oh well...
I FEEL SO CHEATED WHILE DOWNLOADING YAMAPI'S PERF!!! BLODDY HELL! WASTE MY MONEY!! this month, i overshot by 20+ on my internet fees le!! HEARTPAIN!! after today's downloading, NO MORE!! HAVE TO CONTROL!!! wait until next next month!!! now in order to redeem mu guilt, i will have to save even more money to return my money...haha...haiz...i am not going to dl for the next 2 months...make that 3...make that the rest of the time that i am here!! this is the most irritating I HATE OVER HERE! RESTRICTION ON MY INTERNET!! HOW CAN U RESTRICT A JE FAN HER INTERNET!!! urgh...nvm...tahan..until dec!!
NOW NOW NOW!!!! THE PERF VERY CUTE!!! YAMAPI VERY CUTE!!! HAHAHAHAH......i will show u why he very de cute!!
see...this time round, his hair is neater...more 帅！！demo...can cut even shorter??? get rid of the hair at the bottom..even MORE 帅！..
then u see!! HIKARU go and stand so close to yamapi loh!! haha..你们的感情很好噢！！ 小心等一下有人不高兴！！ 哈哈哈。。。
pls ignore KITYAMA!! hahaha..cannot stand...but pls focus at the back where yamapi is!! VERY CUTE RIGHT!! HAHAHA..aiyo~~~~~
山p你好帅！！！ 哇！！！！！！！！
u see!!! hikaru stand so close to yamapi again!!! so close until yamapi's arm block his face!! hahahaha...si funny!!!
then see what happen next!!
yamapi go and disturb hikaru!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! of cos when he realised he blocked hikaru's face...he wanted to move...but confirm cannot pass up on a chance on getting back on hikaru! HAHAHAH...hikaru's expression so cute!! hahaha..that tousu guy go n blow at hikaru's face....monkey xia!! HAHAHAH....
this is what i have to going about for the entire afternoon...hahaha..cannot blame me!! 他们实在是太可爱了！！！哈哈哈。。。
06.09.09
Today was another day where i totally slacked at home!! hahaha...not only that i implemented my study plan!! HAHAHA...i feel very shiok!!! hahaha....i must maintain my determination and drive!! I MUST!!! I CANNOT SLACK OFF!!
today, i did not go out with clar, jul n perl to boxhill and also angie to clayton...HAHAHAHAHAHA!! well..i do have my theory on the weekends....hahah..which is to stay at home!! hahaha..honestly speaking, i like the idea and feeling of staying at home...i would leave that i have thorougly rested and constructively used my day...haha..though i still feel that the days went by TOO FAST!! wat to do....then i asked clar to buy for me bubble tea from boxhill..haha..i like the bubble tea there cos not so sweet unlike in glen! HAHA...when clar came and passed me my bubble tea..we talked for almost 2hrs! hahahaha.... oh! did i mention, today, i did smth to my room...i took the armchair outside from the kitchen and put it beside my table...haha..the purpose is to put all my bags on it...cos i cannot stand my bags all on the floor...hahaha...so it is something like angie's room..haha..after putting it, i feel so 舒服！！ 哈哈。。。I LOVE MY ROOM EVEN MORE!! HAHAHA...currently i REALLY REALLY LOVE MY ROOM!! hahah...dun wish to leave it..ahaha...
then ate pasta for dinner...I COOKED A HUGE PORTION!! HAHAH...took a pic of it..but could nt post cos cannot upload..need to have compatible phone first..haha..cos my com no infra-red only bluetooth...but my hp is infra...haiz...that shall have to wait..then i started to research for HUP PAPER!
我的天啊！！！ 要我的命！！！ 找到非常的困难！！！ 害到我差一点发脾气！ 不管了，我去睡了。。。
today, i did not go out with clar, jul n perl to boxhill and also angie to clayton...HAHAHAHAHAHA!! well..i do have my theory on the weekends....hahah..which is to stay at home!! hahaha..honestly speaking, i like the idea and feeling of staying at home...i would leave that i have thorougly rested and constructively used my day...haha..though i still feel that the days went by TOO FAST!! wat to do....then i asked clar to buy for me bubble tea from boxhill..haha..i like the bubble tea there cos not so sweet unlike in glen! HAHA...when clar came and passed me my bubble tea..we talked for almost 2hrs! hahahaha.... oh! did i mention, today, i did smth to my room...i took the armchair outside from the kitchen and put it beside my table...haha..the purpose is to put all my bags on it...cos i cannot stand my bags all on the floor...hahaha...so it is something like angie's room..haha..after putting it, i feel so 舒服！！ 哈哈。。。I LOVE MY ROOM EVEN MORE!! HAHAHA...currently i REALLY REALLY LOVE MY ROOM!! hahah...dun wish to leave it..ahaha...
then ate pasta for dinner...I COOKED A HUGE PORTION!! HAHAH...took a pic of it..but could nt post cos cannot upload..need to have compatible phone first..haha..cos my com no infra-red only bluetooth...but my hp is infra...haiz...that shall have to wait..then i started to research for HUP PAPER!
我的天啊！！！ 要我的命！！！ 找到非常的困难！！！ 害到我差一点发脾气！ 不管了，我去睡了。。。
06.09.08
Today, i spent the whole day at home!! hahaha..like i say earlier, today is a self-declared off day! hahaha....
slept at 4am yesterday, woke up at 10+...not enough sleep..but i told myself must get up and finish up my report and start on others...
did laundry as well....other than that, i spent the whole doing reports and presentations...hehe...after that at 4plus, i took a 2hrs nap...hehe...woke up at 6plus, cooked dinner and did the report of a presentation....i am very happy today, i feel very contented and satisfied with my progress today, i have finished what i set out to accomplish today....
slacking after dinner.......updated another entry other than this.....surfed the forums..and learned a great deal about KODAI ASAKA!! hahaha..he wans to be become like YAMAPI!! HAHAAH...literally! SO HAPPY!! HAHAHA...
then around 12 plus, angie called me...and we chatted over the phone...she read my previous entry and consoled me.....haiz...thinking about i also feel tension low...after she put down the phone....minutes later....Clar called...hahaha..and we talked for like 40mins..during our conversation, i was told smth that MADE ME VERY PISSED!!!!
it is about somebody(A) who told me something and asked me not to tell anyone. later on, that same person(A) told that same thing to another person(B), A asked B, ' u dun know meh??? kathy nv tell u arh?!?!" WTH!!!!! TMD!!!! WHO U THINK I AM!!!!! OF COS I WILL NOT TELL ANYONE, I AM NOT SO BA GUA LIKE SOME PPL! WHEN I SAY I WILL NOT TELL, I WILL NOT TELL! I DUN GO OUT LEAKING PPL'S SECRETS! I HAVE NO BUSINESS IN KNOWING WHATEVER SHIT U HAVE, U CHOSE TO TELL ME!! IF U THINK I HAVE A BIG MOUTH, Y BOTHER TELLING ME!!! AS IF I WANT TO KNOW WHAT SHIT U HAVE...NONE OF BUSINESS...I WAS KIND ENOUGH TO CONVERSE AND REASON! AND U THOUGHT I WAS SUCH OF A CHARACTER...WELLL...HELL TO U!!! BLOODY PIECE OF SHIT!!
I AM FREAKING PISSED!
slept at 4am yesterday, woke up at 10+...not enough sleep..but i told myself must get up and finish up my report and start on others...
did laundry as well....other than that, i spent the whole doing reports and presentations...hehe...after that at 4plus, i took a 2hrs nap...hehe...woke up at 6plus, cooked dinner and did the report of a presentation....i am very happy today, i feel very contented and satisfied with my progress today, i have finished what i set out to accomplish today....
slacking after dinner.......updated another entry other than this.....surfed the forums..and learned a great deal about KODAI ASAKA!! hahaha..he wans to be become like YAMAPI!! HAHAAH...literally! SO HAPPY!! HAHAHA...
then around 12 plus, angie called me...and we chatted over the phone...she read my previous entry and consoled me.....haiz...thinking about i also feel tension low...after she put down the phone....minutes later....Clar called...hahaha..and we talked for like 40mins..during our conversation, i was told smth that MADE ME VERY PISSED!!!!
it is about somebody(A) who told me something and asked me not to tell anyone. later on, that same person(A) told that same thing to another person(B), A asked B, ' u dun know meh??? kathy nv tell u arh?!?!" WTH!!!!! TMD!!!! WHO U THINK I AM!!!!! OF COS I WILL NOT TELL ANYONE, I AM NOT SO BA GUA LIKE SOME PPL! WHEN I SAY I WILL NOT TELL, I WILL NOT TELL! I DUN GO OUT LEAKING PPL'S SECRETS! I HAVE NO BUSINESS IN KNOWING WHATEVER SHIT U HAVE, U CHOSE TO TELL ME!! IF U THINK I HAVE A BIG MOUTH, Y BOTHER TELLING ME!!! AS IF I WANT TO KNOW WHAT SHIT U HAVE...NONE OF BUSINESS...I WAS KIND ENOUGH TO CONVERSE AND REASON! AND U THOUGHT I WAS SUCH OF A CHARACTER...WELLL...HELL TO U!!! BLOODY PIECE OF SHIT!!
I AM FREAKING PISSED!
06.09.07
today, i did a very stupid thing. i missed the morning lecture at 10am, went to fetch clar from that very lecture at 11am..the whole purpose is to go and collect my lab reports...BUT! the oh-so-smart me FORGOT to bring my student I.D card...in fact, i had no idea where was it....AND I COULD NOT COLLECT MY REPORTS!! @$$%^$%#@$%$#%@$!$$%^%&^&* JUST GREAT! WENT ALL THE WAY TO SCH AND FORGOT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING! BLODDY IDIOT!!! NVM!
accompanied clar to hargrave lib..she wanted to borrow histo books for the histo lab report..in the end, I ended up borrowing instead of her! HAHAHAAH...wat to do *shrugs* too bad...also, this was my FIRST TIME SINCE SCH STARTED THAT I STEPPED INTO HARGRAVE LIB!! hahaha..i feel so proud of myself!! hehehe...came home for 2 hrs...went and attended seminar...today was Angie's, Perl's and Jul's turn to present...hahaha...so have to pay attention when they are presenting! HAHAHA....it seems that MOST OF US are in the same cluster except for one person....oh well....nt that i care...haha...i brought lect notes to study...haha...I MUST PUT MY PLAN INTO ACTIONS! hahaha....dun know i am suay or not, bloody idiot, i suay suay sat infront of the HONGKONG SUPERSTAR!KNS! bloody man, can stop creaking my seat! very irritating u know!!! ALSO!!, the DIGUSTING MAN BESIDE ME, the one in wenyan's grp, CAN STOP SHAKING UR LEG ANOT!! TMD!! the very sight of him puts me off!! urgh!!! HAHAHA..
after that, went home, ate dinner, and i attacked my lab report!! i was so determined to finish it by tonight, that i really REALLY started writing it...until~~~~~....i got bored! HAHAHAAHA!! then went to disturb jasti and stephie!! HAHAHA....past midnight odd, my mouth and tummy started to itch! HAHAAH....actually wanted to eat maggie mee, but thought..it is so late already, forget it! after i become fat again, i then dun want!!(X_X)decide to go sleep at around 2am...haha went to bathe and read a book until 4AM!! HAHAHAHA....very late right! hahaha..aiya...i also not going sch tmr....hehe..self declare off-day! HAHAHA..
OH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT SOMETHING TO ANNOUNCE!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! MY JIE JIE'S HP BILL IS $600 FOR ONLY 3HRS WORTH OF TALKING TIME!!!!!! $600 LEI!!! she only called us and talked to us for like 3 hrs over like what 2 weeks, AND IT IS A FREAKING $600 DOLLARS!! HEARTPAIN!! VERY PAIN!!! WE ALL TIO SHOCK LOH!! my mummy the worst!! hahaha...she purposely call and tell me! HAHAHAH...want me to feel heartpain!! hahaha..in end, SHE ALSO HEARTPAIN LOH!!!! THEN WE ENDED UP LAUGHING OVER THE PHONE!! SO FUNNY LA!! my mother say the money very de YUE WANG!!! HAHAHAHA....haiz....i felt a huge punch in my heart!!!! HAHAHA...somemore, my jie just called me yesterday and talked for 22mins!! HAHAHAH...
I am still in shock~~~
accompanied clar to hargrave lib..she wanted to borrow histo books for the histo lab report..in the end, I ended up borrowing instead of her! HAHAHAAH...wat to do *shrugs* too bad...also, this was my FIRST TIME SINCE SCH STARTED THAT I STEPPED INTO HARGRAVE LIB!! hahaha..i feel so proud of myself!! hehehe...came home for 2 hrs...went and attended seminar...today was Angie's, Perl's and Jul's turn to present...hahaha...so have to pay attention when they are presenting! HAHAHA....it seems that MOST OF US are in the same cluster except for one person....oh well....nt that i care...haha...i brought lect notes to study...haha...I MUST PUT MY PLAN INTO ACTIONS! hahaha....dun know i am suay or not, bloody idiot, i suay suay sat infront of the HONGKONG SUPERSTAR!KNS! bloody man, can stop creaking my seat! very irritating u know!!! ALSO!!, the DIGUSTING MAN BESIDE ME, the one in wenyan's grp, CAN STOP SHAKING UR LEG ANOT!! TMD!! the very sight of him puts me off!! urgh!!! HAHAHA..
after that, went home, ate dinner, and i attacked my lab report!! i was so determined to finish it by tonight, that i really REALLY started writing it...until~~~~~....i got bored! HAHAHAAHA!! then went to disturb jasti and stephie!! HAHAHA....past midnight odd, my mouth and tummy started to itch! HAHAAH....actually wanted to eat maggie mee, but thought..it is so late already, forget it! after i become fat again, i then dun want!!(X_X)decide to go sleep at around 2am...haha went to bathe and read a book until 4AM!! HAHAHAHA....very late right! hahaha..aiya...i also not going sch tmr....hehe..self declare off-day! HAHAHA..
OH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT SOMETHING TO ANNOUNCE!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! MY JIE JIE'S HP BILL IS $600 FOR ONLY 3HRS WORTH OF TALKING TIME!!!!!! $600 LEI!!! she only called us and talked to us for like 3 hrs over like what 2 weeks, AND IT IS A FREAKING $600 DOLLARS!! HEARTPAIN!! VERY PAIN!!! WE ALL TIO SHOCK LOH!! my mummy the worst!! hahaha...she purposely call and tell me! HAHAHAH...want me to feel heartpain!! hahaha..in end, SHE ALSO HEARTPAIN LOH!!!! THEN WE ENDED UP LAUGHING OVER THE PHONE!! SO FUNNY LA!! my mother say the money very de YUE WANG!!! HAHAHAHA....haiz....i felt a huge punch in my heart!!!! HAHAHA...somemore, my jie just called me yesterday and talked for 22mins!! HAHAHAH...
I am still in shock~~~
06.09.05
我今天和Angie出去了。。。
他必须买些家常用品和食物。。。
在我们去超市场之前。。。我去吃了点心。。
非常的好吃！！
感到非常的满足和幸福。。。
我受到打击了！
是个非常大的打击！
这是关系到我的学业...
现在的情形是我感到非常的低落。。
无法接受。。。
让我感到非常的自卑。。。
它让我死去信心。。。
可能再也无法爬起来。。
他对我的影响非常的大。。。
有点无法找回中心。。
难道我真的是很笨吗？？
一直以来我对自己都订有信心的。。。
不过现在就没那么的肯定了。。
每个人都在讨论，使我感到非常的低落。。
非常的自卑。。
可是也不可以发言。。。
发言了。。我的秘密就会被揭开了。。。
但是我是有多莫得难受。。
不过跟jasti和stephie谈过了。。。
让我跟加的感到矛盾。。
怎么办？？
我也无法和家人商量。。
很难开口。。
周围的朋友，跟不用说了。。。
是不可能的。。。
他必须买些家常用品和食物。。。
在我们去超市场之前。。。我去吃了点心。。
非常的好吃！！
感到非常的满足和幸福。。。
我受到打击了！
是个非常大的打击！
这是关系到我的学业...
现在的情形是我感到非常的低落。。
无法接受。。。
让我感到非常的自卑。。。
它让我死去信心。。。
可能再也无法爬起来。。
他对我的影响非常的大。。。
有点无法找回中心。。
难道我真的是很笨吗？？
一直以来我对自己都订有信心的。。。
不过现在就没那么的肯定了。。
每个人都在讨论，使我感到非常的低落。。
非常的自卑。。
可是也不可以发言。。。
发言了。。我的秘密就会被揭开了。。。
但是我是有多莫得难受。。
不过跟jasti和stephie谈过了。。。
让我跟加的感到矛盾。。
怎么办？？
我也无法和家人商量。。
很难开口。。
周围的朋友，跟不用说了。。。
是不可能的。。。
06.09.04
Another start of the week...so fast! it is already week 8 le..i have about 6 weeks before my exams start! I MUST ガンバって！！！ 不管了，豁出去了！不可以让我的妈妈希望，我也要诊明个别人看，我是可以的！！ 不可以对不起我的爸爸。。。我答应过了他，不可以敷衍我的承诺！绝对不可以！！！我要把那些人给踩在我的脚底下！！我必须找回我的意志力和我的决心！！！
今天我也没做了什么事。
还是照样得上学和下学。。
回家。。
休息了。。
读了书。。。
吃晚餐。。。
继续读了一点的书，
然后，作了我一些的作业。。。。
就没了。。。
今天我也没做了什么事。
还是照样得上学和下学。。
回家。。
休息了。。
读了书。。。
吃晚餐。。。
继续读了一点的书，
然后，作了我一些的作业。。。。
就没了。。。
06.09.02 - 06.09.03
for the past two days, i did not do anything much...only went out to do groceries with clar, wenyan, tony and clarence...after that went to wenyan's hse to play mahjong de...but then, in the end, did not feel like playing so let priya play instead. i went to talk with angie... hahaha...ate the agar agar that NON made for us...nice.. did my reports and reports...hahahah...i like the feelings of doing reports..HAHAHA..I AM MAD RIGHT! oh well!! HAHAHAHA.....
on sunday, continue to do my reports and more reports...hahaha...in addition, I TALKED TO MY JIE JIE! SO HAPPY!! i finally get to talk to my jie jie...everytime call her...her phone also nv on or never pick up...haiz..then got this guy..dun know what VOUN SUA SUA...aiyo..dun know danish he is talking about la! then when i told my jie jie, my jie jie say dun try to be funny arh...I ALSO NV!! hahaha... oh well....
that's all for the weekend..hehe...
on sunday, continue to do my reports and more reports...hahaha...in addition, I TALKED TO MY JIE JIE! SO HAPPY!! i finally get to talk to my jie jie...everytime call her...her phone also nv on or never pick up...haiz..then got this guy..dun know what VOUN SUA SUA...aiyo..dun know danish he is talking about la! then when i told my jie jie, my jie jie say dun try to be funny arh...I ALSO NV!! hahaha... oh well....
that's all for the weekend..hehe...
06.09.01
OMEDETOU YAMAPI FOR UR 10TH ANNIVERSARY IN JOHNNYS!!!
山p，恭喜你入社十周年！！ 十年之久
today is Yamapi's 10th year anniversary in Johnnys! 10 years!! THAT IS A VERY LONG TIME!! hahahaha....it has been exactly 10 years when the chibi yamapi joined johnnys...OOO~~ those days he was so CUTE!! SO CUTE!! for 10 years, he devoted his life to johnnys!! hahahah... from a cute CUTE boy boy to the prettiest ANGEL to a MAN....yamapi really changed alot over these past 10 years...i really REALLY MISSED those years when he and toma WAS SO CLOSE!!...Msg to 我的老公，Over these years, you have really been through alot..especially during ur debut, when takki graduated from johnnys jrs, when Uchi and Kusano got suspended and when NEWS were suspended. BUt you came up top with ur debut solo and ur single and drama, u have really touched me with ur determination...u have really proved urself to the whole of JAPAN and to ur fans, that 你不是靠你的那张脸的！你是真才史料的！！起初，我是被你那双迷人的眼睛给迷住了。。。从那天起，我们的爱情又开始了！！ 哈哈哈哈哈！你是拥有那张像天使般的脸。。。现在为了保护你所爱的人，你改变了形象，真的是非常的崇拜你。。dun worry, from onwards, U SHALL BE MY 大本名！！！ forever and ever!!
today is the first day of SPRING! IT IS THE OFFICIAL DAY! I AM SO HAPPY!! finally it is not so dark, gloomy and cold! the sun is out, the ants are back on the ant hill and the bugs are out to play...hahaha...today i went to school in my berms! HAHAHAHA...SO HAPPY! 幸福！！ went up to submit my lab report...and decided to go with clar, wenyan, tony and clarence to south bank and see the fire fountains...it was pretty cool...hahaha..we were laughing at what will happen if a bird gets caught in the fire while flying cos the fire suddenly just burst out...hahaha...from white become ZAO DA! hahahah...so funny!! ..after that we went to crown and play arcade...HAHAH..so funny! Wenyan and i tried the para para dance...we made a fool out of ourselves..hahaha..then we went to collect coupons by playing like those tossing basketball and all...hehe...
we actually want to go into the live pub where there was live band playing..but then, we could not go in cos they dun accept our international student card...oh well..but then the funny thing is that even tony GOT CHECKED HIS I.D when he is like 27 YEARS OLD!! HAHAHAHAHA...but clarence was not even checked even when clarence is younger than tony! hahaha...tony could not accept the fact that he was being checked...HAHAH...after that we went to Lygon street where it is called the 'ITALIAN STREET' where the whole street is filled with italian resturants! we went to PAPA GINO'S to grab something to eat...I HAVE TO SAY SMTH! ALL THE WAITERS THERE VERY DE SHUAI!! hahahahaha...even those who served!! WA!!! *blink blink* HAHAHAH....
after that went home and slept...too tired...woke up at 9am to finish the damn report...so slept for only like 5 hrs(??)...
i have to say smth, today, the 2 dogs provoked me again...though i DID NOT DO ANYTHING TO THEM!我都没有惹他们， 他们来惹我干嘛！！靠！去死啦！！ 神经病！这代表你们好幼稚！还敢说你们很成熟！！ 屁！！！ 我没惹你，你们别来惹我！！！ 好了，我没话说了！ 晚安！
山p，恭喜你入社十周年！！ 十年之久
today is Yamapi's 10th year anniversary in Johnnys! 10 years!! THAT IS A VERY LONG TIME!! hahahaha....it has been exactly 10 years when the chibi yamapi joined johnnys...OOO~~ those days he was so CUTE!! SO CUTE!! for 10 years, he devoted his life to johnnys!! hahahah... from a cute CUTE boy boy to the prettiest ANGEL to a MAN....yamapi really changed alot over these past 10 years...i really REALLY MISSED those years when he and toma WAS SO CLOSE!!...Msg to 我的老公，Over these years, you have really been through alot..especially during ur debut, when takki graduated from johnnys jrs, when Uchi and Kusano got suspended and when NEWS were suspended. BUt you came up top with ur debut solo and ur single and drama, u have really touched me with ur determination...u have really proved urself to the whole of JAPAN and to ur fans, that 你不是靠你的那张脸的！你是真才史料的！！起初，我是被你那双迷人的眼睛给迷住了。。。从那天起，我们的爱情又开始了！！ 哈哈哈哈哈！你是拥有那张像天使般的脸。。。现在为了保护你所爱的人，你改变了形象，真的是非常的崇拜你。。dun worry, from onwards, U SHALL BE MY 大本名！！！ forever and ever!!
today is the first day of SPRING! IT IS THE OFFICIAL DAY! I AM SO HAPPY!! finally it is not so dark, gloomy and cold! the sun is out, the ants are back on the ant hill and the bugs are out to play...hahaha...today i went to school in my berms! HAHAHAHA...SO HAPPY! 幸福！！ went up to submit my lab report...and decided to go with clar, wenyan, tony and clarence to south bank and see the fire fountains...it was pretty cool...hahaha..we were laughing at what will happen if a bird gets caught in the fire while flying cos the fire suddenly just burst out...hahaha...from white become ZAO DA! hahahah...so funny!! ..after that we went to crown and play arcade...HAHAH..so funny! Wenyan and i tried the para para dance...we made a fool out of ourselves..hahaha..then we went to collect coupons by playing like those tossing basketball and all...hehe...
we actually want to go into the live pub where there was live band playing..but then, we could not go in cos they dun accept our international student card...oh well..but then the funny thing is that even tony GOT CHECKED HIS I.D when he is like 27 YEARS OLD!! HAHAHAHAHA...but clarence was not even checked even when clarence is younger than tony! hahaha...tony could not accept the fact that he was being checked...HAHAH...after that we went to Lygon street where it is called the 'ITALIAN STREET' where the whole street is filled with italian resturants! we went to PAPA GINO'S to grab something to eat...I HAVE TO SAY SMTH! ALL THE WAITERS THERE VERY DE SHUAI!! hahahahaha...even those who served!! WA!!! *blink blink* HAHAHAH....
after that went home and slept...too tired...woke up at 9am to finish the damn report...so slept for only like 5 hrs(??)...
i have to say smth, today, the 2 dogs provoked me again...though i DID NOT DO ANYTHING TO THEM!我都没有惹他们， 他们来惹我干嘛！！靠！去死啦！！ 神经病！这代表你们好幼稚！还敢说你们很成熟！！ 屁！！！ 我没惹你，你们别来惹我！！！ 好了，我没话说了！ 晚安！
06.08.31
today is the day of my seminar!! haiz....dun say le...i went overtime and my marks got deducted! bloody hell!! as a result i am super bummed out about it....but nvm, IT IS ALL OVER LE!!! finally, one down, 5 more assignments to go!
haiz...after the presentation, we went one on one with Dr Kitching...he feedbacked on how we did and of cos our grades for it....when it was my group, the first thing he said was..or the second thing..was that 'He feels that during the seminar essay, the other group members should help out those ppl...cos he think for some of us, english is not our first language...then he was lookin at the other chinese(CHINA) guy in my group and me loh!! KAOZ!!! GO AND DIE LA! i straightaway shook my head, and he looked me, then i said, nope..it is my FIRST LANGUAGE! he was like 'oh--is it?" OF COS LA! BLOODY IDIOT! just becos I AM CHINESE, IT DOES NOT MEAN I DUN KNOW HOW TO SPEAK ENGLISH OK!!! I AM NOT A CHI-NA OK!!! KNS! kaoz!! In the end, Rubias said her first language is not english and she is an ANG MOH! HA!!! EAT THAT U STUPID MAN!!! IDIOT BANANA!
BLOODY HELL!! freaking pissed la!!! dun wan to say le...now i need to rush for my lab report...but it is so not productive la!! haiz...i took a nap @ 5plus..or was it 6plus...NO NO NO....7plus...hahah..woke up at 8plus...cooked my dinner and finished it at 10pm...heheh..
then i went online and chatted with mel, jasti and stephie...hahaha....at that time, i haven even started on the report yet...introduction not done, discussion not done...only a MA MA HU HU material and methods...hehe...oh well....i thought myself must have the determination to finish by tonight...then around 10plus, stephie said she go, eat and watch her hk drama...then i said hopefully i will be finished when she come back...HOW I KNOW!! when i wanted to start doing it, wenyan suddenly added me on my 2nd account, cos i gt 2 acc, 1 for sch and 1 for leisure...she was on the sch acc...then she added me on my leisure acc...which i wonder how did she get that email add...*scratching head* but nvm....then we talked abt her problems...then BEFORE I KNEW IT! stephie is back!! and it was close 2hrs has passed!! WA!! I SUPER DE ZHA DAO!! I HAVEN DONE ANYTHING!! HAHAHAHA...OH WELL.....
after that i spent like several hrs to do on the introduction..then i could not take it...i went and bathed, waited for my hair to dry and slept at 4am...HAHAHA...and i haven finished the report and it is due TMR! WAHAHAHAAH....oh...welll...wat to do...i shall do it tmr...hehehe...even if i have to wake up early...but luckily since i dun go for the 2hrs lec @ 8am, and the med tech..technically tmr is a FREE DAY FOR ME! hehehe....i shall finish it before i submit..hehe...
haiz...after the presentation, we went one on one with Dr Kitching...he feedbacked on how we did and of cos our grades for it....when it was my group, the first thing he said was..or the second thing..was that 'He feels that during the seminar essay, the other group members should help out those ppl...cos he think for some of us, english is not our first language...then he was lookin at the other chinese(CHINA) guy in my group and me loh!! KAOZ!!! GO AND DIE LA! i straightaway shook my head, and he looked me, then i said, nope..it is my FIRST LANGUAGE! he was like 'oh--is it?" OF COS LA! BLOODY IDIOT! just becos I AM CHINESE, IT DOES NOT MEAN I DUN KNOW HOW TO SPEAK ENGLISH OK!!! I AM NOT A CHI-NA OK!!! KNS! kaoz!! In the end, Rubias said her first language is not english and she is an ANG MOH! HA!!! EAT THAT U STUPID MAN!!! IDIOT BANANA!
BLOODY HELL!! freaking pissed la!!! dun wan to say le...now i need to rush for my lab report...but it is so not productive la!! haiz...i took a nap @ 5plus..or was it 6plus...NO NO NO....7plus...hahah..woke up at 8plus...cooked my dinner and finished it at 10pm...heheh..
then i went online and chatted with mel, jasti and stephie...hahaha....at that time, i haven even started on the report yet...introduction not done, discussion not done...only a MA MA HU HU material and methods...hehe...oh well....i thought myself must have the determination to finish by tonight...then around 10plus, stephie said she go, eat and watch her hk drama...then i said hopefully i will be finished when she come back...HOW I KNOW!! when i wanted to start doing it, wenyan suddenly added me on my 2nd account, cos i gt 2 acc, 1 for sch and 1 for leisure...she was on the sch acc...then she added me on my leisure acc...which i wonder how did she get that email add...*scratching head* but nvm....then we talked abt her problems...then BEFORE I KNEW IT! stephie is back!! and it was close 2hrs has passed!! WA!! I SUPER DE ZHA DAO!! I HAVEN DONE ANYTHING!! HAHAHAHA...OH WELL.....
after that i spent like several hrs to do on the introduction..then i could not take it...i went and bathed, waited for my hair to dry and slept at 4am...HAHAHA...and i haven finished the report and it is due TMR! WAHAHAHAAH....oh...welll...wat to do...i shall do it tmr...hehehe...even if i have to wake up early...but luckily since i dun go for the 2hrs lec @ 8am, and the med tech..technically tmr is a FREE DAY FOR ME! hehehe....i shall finish it before i submit..hehe...
